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Life Time sissy

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Ballistix117, Apr 27, 2018.

  1. Ballistix117

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    I definitely can't go deeper. I feel so trapped.
     
  2. Ballistix117

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    I'm going to try my hardest. One day at a time. Tomorrow is going to be a big chalpengc.
     
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  3. ^^THIS!!!
    Look into the suicide rate and regret of people who have 'transitioned'
    The surgeon who pioneered sex change surgery has stopped doing it because he doesn't think it really helps... the evidence is out there but ignored because it's 'transgenered' is the latest fashionable cause.

    This may sound harsh but I really think it's a subconscious desire on the part of those in power to create a 'eunuch' class.
     
  4. Ksenia

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    I think in order to be objective and balanced we need to obtain data about suicide rate and social and sexual function of people with gender issue who chose not to transition.

    In fact a lot of transsexuals are psychological
    eunuchs, they don't feel satisfaction from sex in their biological role. Is it biological or psychological? Did father psychologically castrate his son during Oedipus phase?
     
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  5. The "LGBT" community of course blames 'homophobia' but I think the answer lies elsewhere...

    http://articles.latimes.com/2014/ja...uicide-attempts-alarming-transgender-20140127

    A whopping 41% of people who are transgender or gender-nonconforming have attempted suicide sometime in their lives,

    I don't mean to make light of this or make fun of them - and yes I do imagine some bullying or teasing happens to them when younger - but my hunch, and earlier wisdom was that there was some psychological issue that caused the problem in the first place.... the logic of LGBT activists is that it's 'normal' and there is no problem if you have any kind of sexual abnormality even if you don't want.
     
  6. Ksenia

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    I think this issue is biological and it is related to sexual differentiation of the brain. Cond
     
  7. Dov

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    I am so curious...
    How did it started with you?
    What is the point in life you realize / became attracted to sissification? (maybe not so accurate therm but i get you)
    usually its a memorable experience or a moment in life.
    Will you share?
     
  8. Ballistix117

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    I honestly don't know the exact moment. It just seems like it was natural for me. When my friends started to become attracted to girls I became attracted to girlishness. I just can't remember a significant moment that it happened.
     
  9. Ballistix117

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    The only thing that does come to my mind is that maybe around the age of six. I was confused over the terms male and female. I thought female ment boy. So two neighborhood girls have trixket me into saying I want to be a female and stuff like I wish the whole world we're females.
     
  10. Thank you for sharing your story. There's a lot of hope for you. Check out my journal. I was nearly exclusively turned on by feminization stories as well. NoFap is the perfect place for you. You can train yourself to stop fapping. It's hard at first, so it's good to share your journey. We are here to support you on your journey. You will see progress as you begin to take back control over your mind and body. I know from my own experience that once I stopped fapping everyday, my true sexuality began to emerge. Yours will too.
     
  11. Ballistix117

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    I really hope so. I am at work right now and there are triggers everywhere. I know this will be a long journey. Simply not masturbating for a week what solve it for me.
     
  12. Ballistix117

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    I hope that you guys are right about seeing my progression. Anything the least bit girly or feminine triggers me at this point of my life. I just finished my work day and I'm posting because I don't want to go home. I know I'm at risk of ruining the last few days. One half of me screaming at me to keep it up, and the other half is screaming to give up, give in, surrender, and go deeper and deeper. It would be so much easier if I didn't have to work and I could just hide in my apartment all day but unfortunately I can't.
     
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  13. Ksenia

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    You need to talk about this issue with therapist. Internet is good for support, but we also need to talk about our issues in real life. You should find a therapist who is familiar with sexual and gender issues.
     
  14. outplan

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    That's not surprising, your brain relates it to dopamine now.
    Can you find another form of reward to give your brain as an alternate? Gym? Movie? Walk?
     
  15. Ballistix117

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    I'm meeting with one on Friday thankfully, but I'm still going to continue to post on here. I think it someway it helps me to just vent. It also helps that I know that there are people on here going through the same thing.
     
  16. Ballistix117

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    That's a good idea. I'm going to try walking first and the gym last. Sometimes women's workout clothes are triggers for me also, and I think if i go to the gym I'll end up just staring at leggings the whole time. Thank you everyone for supporting me.
     
  17. Keep in mind that a therapist is only one opinion and if you're not crazy about what they say you can go find another one. Remember that life is a struggle for everyone on this world.
     
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  18. Ballistix117

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    Yes I agree with you. You're right about everyone struggling. This is just my struggle.
     
  19. Ballistix117

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    My boss is letting me leave early today as it is dead and I'm going to take your advice and try going for a walk.
     
  20. outplan

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    I know what you mean, I have triggers too that I am learning to overcome. I think that's one thing with the dressing side of things is that it doesn't even need to be overtly sexual (like an ad for lingerie), it can be a well dressed woman (for me).

    Great! How did it go? Humans are walking creatures. It's a key element of what separates us from modern primates. Our brains are shown to work better when walking. I discovered that in a book called 12 Brain Rules. Being sedentary in front of a computer is almost the worst thing we can do as humans. With walking, you can be exposed to triggers and not have a way of acting on them and you might be able to rationalise them and overcome the desire to act on them. Also if you walk far enough you'll get an endorphine hit, you'll feel good! It'll also help you sleep better. I'd love to hear how your walk went!!
     

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