Ok. In an effort to keep my reboot on track, I plan to post daily (as possible). Day 1 is always easy for me, day 2 is usually where it starts to get difficult and day 3 often feels impossible/expected/routine... My day 1 was exhausting completely unrelated to rebooting. Worked late and then very sick wife meant a day of looking after kids and doing absolutely everything other than work. Brain was so tired it was barely thinking let alone fantasising. So easy done. Day 2 so far has been the frustration of trying to catch up on a missed day of work and for some reason just everything going wrong. Already my brain is like "hey, today sucks, I know how to make you feel better". That's why I'm writing this, as a distraction and a way to verbalise my thoughts and broken thinking that might help beat it. I've analysed myself enough to know how it all works, what the triggers are etc but it'd be nice just to log them to facilitate clearer thinking. I think honesty helps, as does sharing... So day 2, challenging so far but I know I can overcome it. Might have to find a way to get some fresh air or outlet the frustration positively. A punching bag might help.