NO PMO & Abstinent Relationship

Temptation and action are not the same thing. You did resist.

 

Today is day 51 towards 60 90 and 120
Kind of tired right now just kind of making it through the day if there was a very longday a lot of driving a lot of sitting in the vehicle lot of discussion with me and mywife ended up sleeping in my own room last night cuz I just might impulses are alittle too strong butcompulsive crap

 

Today is day 52 of 60 90 and 120 and I would rather start over again only if I put Icy Hot on my testicles and slap on the ping pong paddle

 

Icy hot is a bit drastic. That stuff hurts

 

today is day 53 of 60 90 and 120 hopefully everything is going to start getting a little bit easier soon I have a tentative right now then swap 1 deal for another by drinking a little bit too much the agreement as we only have like one or two drinks I've been doing like 3 or 4 when I'm feeling antsy or whatever so I'm trying to avoid responding to the urges so I shouldn't be I got to conquer that orders to that's all it is the same thing as the dopamine in my brain is trying to cover up for me I'm trying to use alcohol the cover up for not having to feel certain things too I remember feeling is human and it's normal

 

One addiction is just as bad as the other.

 

Does it get a bit easier after 60 days or is it the same?

 

I feel really good. My first reboot was 31 days but felt awful. I had massive headaches etc. The first time is literally a purge. You make 90 or 120 the first time through you are a better man than me

 

See that's why I was being the wife decided to go a hundred twenty because my first 30 or so days were the worst like you said it was a purge so real reboot would take another 90 days so I literally had zero porn zero masturbation orgasm next Monday would be 60 so around 60 you do start to feel better that's kind of what I'm asking that's halfway

 

That's you ever considered being someone's ap?
https://chat.whatsapp.com/HqGcpdm9XbBFjOZObto0s9

 

Hopefully yes

 

This 60 though has been relatively urge and pain free all through the 60 days.

 

I'll go ahead and sign on to my WhatsApp and you can be my AP dude I need one I'm going to be sleeping in my own room for the next 8 days now

 

I will do okay. I'm sorry that I don't punctuate very much, perhaps it's because I use the voice control and I just babbles. But just for your sake I shall do that, make it so. I appreciate you pointing out my errors. LOL

 

Good morning, today is a 54 of 60 towards 90 towards 120 little bit of a tough day yesterday kind of down a little bit and I'm flatlining a little bit not sure otherwise doing okay

 

Today is day 55 I feel alive towards 60 towards 90 towards 120 I feel good today thank God