NO PMO & Abstinent Relationship

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https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/120-day-hardmode-challenge-foxislander-journal.169005/

 

my journal open wide

 

day 80 of 184 booyah feeling great going to make a point to stay positive and bask in the light of the Lord. gettingveasier when my wifd is Ready and god chooses. anyone need help just ask...conversation or any way I can.

 

I am on day 80 of 184, HARDMODEpmolimitedtouch no nudity hand holding light hugskisses only. I am going toridmyself of ed problem also , inprocess of self removal of short term antidepressant use alongwith adhd meds.
Family trauma aside I objectified my blonde german wife of 33years for many of those. so first off difficulty is or was my middle name, a flow of sex went from 80% anytime to 100% nonecurrently difficult hell yes, HARDMODE Pmo is for me the only way to fix this relapsing, restarts and to me is an easy way out its your path not anyoneelses.
I look at nofap alot statisticallyHARDMODE users are far moresuccessfully than otherapproaches. Face it alcoholics must stop all alcohol to actuallyfix themselves. I digress "p", iswine , "m" is light beer but for an alchoholic to stop "REALLYFAKE". PMO all the way I am sosorry for your relapses, I couldhave flogged the dolphin today when I accidentally saw my wifes tattoed backside nude because of opening in our bathroom no I did not, why I am committed I got a raging hardon but did I act on it no. Back to normal time 10 minutes, or maybe I could have traded 2 minutes fapping then 80 more days to be where I am rightnow. God decides if, my wife chooses when we have sex again not my puppet-dick-dopemine -crack -pipe. God is awesomesurrender submit to him. Anyoneneed help here if you need help to actually quit pmo and useHARDMODE to do it contact me via whats app of here be ready to work though.
https://chat.whatsapp.com/0QligykLpA2FOBPYwWUW1e
only if your serious if your going to fap do not apply, or orgasm, of look at porn.

 

Day 81 of 184 just got to snuggling my my wife got a boner did not act on it that was number 7 boner last night and I guess this is just nature saying but things are okay. There was no action cold shower for coming

 

Day 82 of 184 you couldn't ask for more or or could you? Steaming hard mode pmo definitely rebooting and resetting waking up with a boner every single morning like right now looking down at it and go on not today knowing that you have the confidence in the power over it and it doesn't have it over you when God decides and my wife chooses we will have intimacy with sex again God bless you everyoneremember only you controlyour body it does not control you

 

Sexualstrongholds from a husband,This is not God’s desire for her, for him, or for their marriage. God doesn’t care more about men than women or a husband’ssexual needs more than a wife’s feelings.

The Bible is clear. Thepicture of proper maritalsexual relationship is described in the Song of Solomon. It is mutual, it is reciprocal, and it is freelyentered into by both partners.

The Bible also has a lot to say about the misuse of sex. For example, Paul says, “Letthere be no sexual immorality, impurity, or greedamong you. Such sins haveno place among God’s people” (Ephesians 5:3,4). He goes on and warns, “Don’t be fooled by those who try to excuse these sins, for the anger of God will fall on all who disobey him. Don’t participate in the things these people do.”
what a great motivational read for me hopefully forothers "Always strive to do the right thing, live likeJesus did do like Jesusdid".....
The rest will fall into place 82 days 100% sex free porn free hardmode pmo with my gorgeous wife with a beautiful spirit.

 

83 of 184 doing well just a minor in between the legs swell but it was not living hell got up and ring the bell and walked away learning how to snuggle with my wife while I'm not getting aroused feels like one of those Visa commercials priceless

 

masturbation is a sin per the bible
As the apostle James wrote: “But each one is temptedwhen he is carried away and enticed by his own lust. Then when lust hasconceived, it gives birth to sin” (James 1:14-15, New American Standard Bible).
day 84 of 184 or 275 havinga great time , when goddecides and my wifechooses we shall have sexagain, HARDMODE pmo withmy wife, hands free, no nudity, light kisses and hugs find out what your made of without any sexwhatsoever.....monk mode HARDMODE one in

 

Today is a 85 out of a hundred eighty four it leaves the other end of my challenge is under 100. Woke up with a boner hung my shirt on it got a cup of coffee it got to work out and then discovered it was too hard too difficult for it to hang the shirts

 

Well done redeemediowan. keep up the good fight brother