Enough is enough

Yes I'm new here! I'm 21 and was 14 the first time I masturbated. It fell like paradise. That was the beginning of a long and horrible journey. A journey of porn addiction and everything that comes with it. It never really felt like it was a problem the first years. I barely coped 1 day without ejaculating and everything I reached orgasm it was like the world will end if I stopped masturbating. I could do it 2 to 3 times a day with the same pleasure. But at 17 I started feeling guilty about it mainly because of religious reasons. But the guilt didn't stop me from wanting to continue. Each time I ejaculated I hated myself. Then I left religion at 19 and continued it with apparently no more guilt. The problem is I always felt so dirty. anyway to cut it short for more than 6 years now I've not spend a whole week without masturbating the only thing I can do is 5 days. It's not good for my health and for my conscience knowing I contribute in growing the sex industry. Last Friday I decided to stop but right now I'm feeling really horny. It's horrible. I'm quite handsome and attract girls like a magnet but I've never had a girlfriend I guess this thing is making me shy I have to stop.
Sorry for the length