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It almost makes sense to MO, and if you knew what I’m going through- it would almost seem justified. That’s three almosts …

looks like a long way down from there man.

It's ok to make mistakes as long as you learn from them. Urges are just thoughts...don't let them become your actions.

Thank you both for the support!!
I did go beyond urges into action (edging) but did not go over the edge and walking back from the cliff now. Doing okay at the moment :)

life is sure filled with heart breaks

Amen. But thank you Ananta for the flurry of like.
And more importantly, thank you for sticking around!! :)

same to you man

all illusions man, none of that self destruction matters and it's one slip away from the pit. be strong for your future self.

It's part of the process. We have to overcome the urges to break the addiction

Sorry, was on the mobile and thought this was my status. Wondered where it went!

@Project Steadfast Do I feel different? A little. Has it gotten easier? A little. I could SO easily click and be looking at porn. I still think about it and can recall my favorites with ease. The streak helps.

And it’s nice not having porn in my search history! :)

Thanks for the update. It's very easy for sure. You are an inspiration.

Me too. Let's pull through

If you're tempted, how do you get the device on (assuming you're hard)? I'm thinking of getting one. What do you recommend?

No. There’s no evidence. It was just a thought. However, I HAVE been cheated on before by previous partners and missed all the “subtle” clues that seemed so obvious after the fact.

That happen to me last time

have you told your girlfirend you been cheated on before

Thank you for the post. :)
More like 4.5” though, sometimes closer to 4.25”

If I am being honest mine is 2 inches when flaccid but if I get turned on It gets to 5 inches and that's about it.

Hey! That’s not too bad! :D
Mine is 4 1/2 inches when I’m rock hard, fully erect.
Flaccid - sometimes 2 inches, sometimes about 1 inch

It just occurred to me, that part of it might be the insecurities around sex and my ability (or inability) to perform. For me, that's PE - I'm constantly on the edge of PE and have to modify, lest it all ends in under 20 seconds

ive come to the conclusion, after intimacy, your sexual energy heightens,

Agreed. With or without orgasm, but especially after an orgasm . . . the proverbial chaser effect!

I'm pretty sure edging to fantasies is on par with pornography.

become good friends with cold water, it's a streak saver

Danger, Will Robinson!

I often wish I could just skip Christmas. But, it's all around me, and so important to so many people in my life. I feel guilty for not doing enough. And, I won't lie, I would rather be relaxing with friends and family on Christmas day than spend the day at work.

Life is short, do what makes more good memories not more money. I done the money thing it's overrated by itself.

i want to skip christmas some time an vacation in a hot country

derailed by arousal. I think it started with a triggering situation on Wednesday and has just built and built from there. Sometimes I think it IS better to just M and reset that energy, but I'm also trying to save my sexual energy (i.e. erection potential) for my gf.

don't reset, one down day is better that having to build back up again. don't edge or look at p