Sissy hypno addiction

Good luck brother!!!

 

Congrats to notice about your issue, addiction and decided to fight it. I wants to remember you as I do with everyone that ''Will power'' isn't enough, is just a half. If you want to heal you need to change your lifestyle, like as you stop with porn you have to fill it with something else, for me is exercices, bicycle, read, write, for you it could be a different hobby. As a personal experience for heal porn addiction I also need to quit videogames, that does not help with my porn issues but just are part of the problem. Take care!

 

Hey man, I can send over a book if youd like, I dont want to sound stereotypcial about just reading a book but I was down bad when I first read this book and its been a year and a half since Ive gone clean, you can check my profile if youd like to see my story, also I can send over the book for free, its a PDF called How to quit porn by Celibate Yogi the book is super easy and fast to read and if you make a commitment to it you can easily quit

 

SP has been extremly bad for me. The dopamin rush from SP has always dragged me right back in. I have damaged my dopaminreceptors for sure.
I actually feel "good" the day after but coming days my brainfunction declines fast and becomes worse for every day. Brainfog gets denser each day.
It hits its peak day 6-7 were i am now and wont get better until 14days atleast. Its hard to express myself verbaly, even writing this text was difficult.

It does no longer matter if i do it once a month. It still gives me crazy admount of brainfog.
I think the years of abuse have caught up to me now. Hours of edging at the time.

Quit before its to late..

 

I've been struggling with this junk on-and-off for awhile now. Fell back into it recently after some hardships caused my stress level to spike. Luckily I've never actually gotten into the hypno part of it, just all the fetishistic stuff that comes with it. Still, I hate it and hate myself for ever falling this low.

The taboo nature of it causes big dopamine rushes as mentioned in the previous comment, but the crash is horrifying, like coming down off a bad drug, which really is what it is. After a binge on this warped stuff I feel such shame and regret and fear that I might get pulled deeper into it. It is not a game, it is not a casual kind of porn - it messes with your mind and even, after a time, your identity itself.

I already know this but have still experimented with it anyway and really regret it. Have just come back here after a big relapse and have purged everything, blocked everything, and posting now for accountability. Hoping I can get out of this mess and get my life back in order before I do any further damage to my brain, my mental health, my life.

Listen to the warnings. Stay away from this poison. It can really cause all kinds of problems.

 

I have had access to p the last few nights and ended up back in that vile stuff. I actually went out to see a t escort last night to get even more of that rush. I’m not sure about god and the devil. But as I was climaxing I realised this is what hell is. What locks do you recommend please? My pc is blocked but software on iPhone is so glitchy it actually triggers me to get it disabled and ended up bingeing. New month try again

 

Hello. This is a very sad situation indeed. But mentality is very important here. I'm many people I meet suffer from the same situation. so remember this is just a perk of porn. First of all, men have more nerves in the anus than at the tip of the penis. And as these nerves are stimulated, the pleasure in normal masturbation doubles, three or even fivefold. Ejaculation occurs with prostate stimulation, but this is not a healthy situation at all. When it comes to watching SP, I wouldn't watch SP, but I would watch transsexual. And I was able to get out of this situation when I stopped watching porn. Yes, I still want to watch porn, but now it's normal porn, not transsexual. Be careful not to watch porn or masturbate for 90 days. Remove (throw away) dildos and other anus-stimulating sexual toys around you. After this you will definitely be back to normal. If you have difficulty not watching porn, there are many contents on the forum about how you can resist this, I recommend you read them. I wish you healthy and porn-free days.

 

My recent relapses have me concerned as I seem to fall a little deeper into this deviant content & behavior each time. I suppose this is just the ever-worsening effect of escalation. For long-term PMO addicts like me, I guess there is no possibility of returning to 'vanilla' porn, since that no longer provides the dopamine hit we seek.

The only hope then is to avoid porn of all kinds completely, and to break the PMO cycle long enough for a physical/mental system reset. I have been trying to do a 90-day challenge for a while, but deep down I don't think I've been taking it seriously. The new lows I've reached recently have changed that. I'm getting out of this mess now before it gets worse.

And it can definitely get worse, as I've seen people post here. Some have crossed lines they regret and can't undo. I've been teetering on that edge for far too long and I must turn back before it's too late. I wish I'd never been exposed to this evil stuff. But ultimately I did this to myself, so only I can get myself out of it. Good luck to you all on your own recovery journeys.

 

Hello. I would like to talk about the most effective solution to prevent relapses and dont watching porn again. What we will do here is very simple. It is very important to note how many times you masturbate a month rather than how many days you do not masturbate. The best way to do this is to write down on a calendar (or write down all the months on a piece of paper) how many times you have relapsed this month. For example, if you masturbated 20 times in a month, you will need to reduce it to 19 or 18 or bla bla. In short, you should not exceed 20. You will reduce it more and more every month and eventually you will eradicate this situation. Remember, porn and masturbation are never something to be underestimated. always be alert.

 

I know this feeling. I am exhausted. I can't take it anymore. Everytime I try to fight it the addiction becomes stronger. Also I feel so helpless while fighting alone in this fight. This trans porn has taken over my life completely.

 

I would like to know the answer to that as well, glad you managed to resist ordering a cage, I was not as strong as you, I won’t go on about my own problems but one thing led to another and I’m down a hole now, so well done you keep that as a positive.
Sissy / Hypno seems to have really taken off the last few years it’s on so many sites now, I never thought porn could turn someone bi or have such thoughts but I think sissy porn is by far the worst for this. All we can do is stay strong and keep busy

 

i truely believe SH is the most demonic stuff around especially the audio stuff as i said in another thread it actually traumatized me and it clicked what a horrible path i was heading down and knew there needed to be a change and super happy i did i honestly feel better after quitting the horrid stuff and deleting all p and since havent had to urge to go back and when i think i will i remember how scared it all made me.

 

It's humiliating to admit this but I almost relapsed to this garbage again. It seems to get its evil claws into you and tries to pull you back down the hole. I think the reason it is so potent is it's an escape into a different identity. It's not just about being in a particular sexual situation, it's about being a different person altogether.

It also combines multiple kinds of taboo fetishes like crossdressing, femdom, humiliation, exhibitionism, etc. Wrap all that up in very powerful suggestive techniques for manipulating one's thinking processes and you've to one of the worst and most destructive kinds of porn ever created. The dopamine highs from it can be addictve so beware getting tangled up with this nonsense. The emotional/psycholgical crash after PMO to it can be devastating.

Even worse some people who repeatedly expose themselves to it can end up believing the lies about themselves that are reinforced by the narrative (e.g. that you're 'useless as a man', that you're 'only happy as a girl', etc.). This can lead to actually crossing certain lines in real life that can never be undone. Fortunately my experience has only been limited to the kinds of daydreaming one gets while fapping, but I have had the frightening realization of accepting certain thoughts as possible when before exposure to this I would have found them completely repulsive. There are also reports here on nofap of guys who have done things they regret and are sickened by afterwords but they can't take it back.

I feel that I'm more susceptible to going down this spiral when I'm feeling stressed in life or I'm lacking self-esteem. So the best way to avoid falling back into it is to do positive things to support and strenghen my confidence and resilience. That includes things like exercising, socializing, meditation, reading enriching books, helping other people and animals in need, eating well, working on my career, having creative outlets (music, writing, art, etc.) Avoiding isolation and interacting with real people, especially women, is important too - it helps contradict all the wrong messages you may have received.

The first step in turning away from this horrible content is to build inner strength and confidence in yourself. Stop listening to what this garbage tells you about who you are. YOU decide what that is, not them. You just need to start supporting your true core identity again in healthy ways. And stop exposing your healthy mind and heart to such abusive and destructive lies. Even if it gives you some kind of short-term thrill or escape, it is not worth the toxic effects on your self-image and your life. However deep you've fallen into it, STOP now. Reverse course and begin healing.

 

Act according to your believe amigo.

I know it's possible to grow out of this pit.
So can you.
Dismantle the system. Truth will set you free.
The more you give in, the more you think you need it
The more you resist and follow your true beliefs the less you need it.

Necessary is to start working on the childhood issues as well.
SP needs a ground to florish on.
Take away the ground and the need for it will disappear.

 

Fact: this kind of stuff gives you a strong and shocking dopamine/oxytocine/endorphin kick. It is really a drug. I know this happy feeling what it is causeing,
I know the shaking when the affects starts to get weaker, and I know the fallback.
But I know that it is only long-term, when you repeatedly give it to yourself. If there is no other chance, then go 100% offline. Leave the house, go to yoga or dance class, or any kind of class, if you have money or possibility. Or just go out to the nature, and walk/run as you wish, but be offline for days. Step by step you will feel the difference.
And I love all of the HIIT trainings on the youtube, when I do one for 10-15 minutes, I feel menthally stronger too.
Do not give up.
Now that the whole internet is full will visual manipulation, it is really hard, but possible to step forward.

 

I think this real man thing is causing the problem. You were born male so you are a real man ( No offence to trans) You are doubting you are and being tricked by psychotic mind games. Shame is the thing that fuelled all this crap for me: Is my d big enough, why am I turned on by dominant women, mixed in with a load of ocd anxiety and trauma. That crap is just a trick, you’re the one that’s in control of your mind. You’re not gay/bi/queer. There’s a part of you that wants seducing, there’s the negative self talk, you are straight and turned on by femininity that’s what keeps you watching. They drop feed your subconscious this crap in between hot women. you want nurturing and to feel safe giving up control, you’ve been watching di<ks for years having sex so it’s very normalised but when presenting one to you and questioning your sexuality it causes distress and anxiety making it taboo. All the shame is just creating a loop and need for more punishing and temporary escape from your mind. Spend some time searching for a good hypno therapist and go and work through it. Get an accountability partner and have them apply adult content locks on your phone. Get out in nature it’s really cleansing to sit by a stream and listen to the trickle of water, meditate and slow it all down you’re not a bad person love and forgive yourself you’ve obviously gone through pain and tried to soothe it, what would you say to a hurt child that was struggling really bad. Speak like this to yourself

 

I wouldn’t obsess about semen retention with this problem either. Just made it worse for me in this situation , it obviously helps other issues like ED etc. If you equate failure with having a wa^k and a natural need to cum. Then you are you are going to go at it all and hit that big f it button when you can’t handle it anymore and deal with the shame afterwards. If you decided to starve yourself of food for a week and then were served burger chips and ice cream for pudding or a healthy vegetable roast which one do you think you’d go for. There’s even relapse doms trying to knock you off this waggon and of course you want seducing the push and pull makes it fun and makes you feel wanted . I’ll allow myself a Mo now and again but message a few women first on a dating app using that natural drive for sex. Sometimes I’ll use YouTube or soft female porn no dudes , dicks or degrading. Then after I’ve cum. Type in ugly drag queens - images or YouTube and look at them for a bit on empty. See the bloke underneath all that stupid make up. Certainly not a sex symbol. See it as stupid rather than evil. Drill it in a good few times (I don’t mean all at once but every time you get off) It won’t work straight away you’ll feel a decrease slowly, acknowledge all of the positives and make a note. I can’t watch trans or penises any more on porn.