My wish for anonymous and free Sex

I am honest with you. I don't believe or better I can't believe that true love is existing between two persons. And i am not telling about father and son, mother and son or brother love, sister love. I am telling about couples. I do believe that all couples around the world living a fake love. They can't handle poorness, they can't handle any illnesses, they can't handle cohesion, they are so unable to be honest to their partners. How many times has a woman find a men atractive only because he is a lawyer or a medical doctor. Maybe they find them manly? .....or maybe it is the monthy paid of BIG money, they get after every fucking month. And that is the reason what makes them accepted and loved. Not the poor men with 1.65m height, pale face, who has several chronic illnesses,jobless, who cries every week. I was bullied in the past from students, and also from co-workers, I know exactly how evil woman can be. Especially woman who are much older than me. Most of the woman nowadays are searching for family and kids and this is not my lifestyle or my wish to lead such a life.

 

I forget to write one more thing: I don't want to solve anything in life. No matter how big my wish is to have a girlfriend it is also heartbreaking that there will be no woman who will ever love me. I can't imagine that. A good soul is good for nothing. Only if you can provide with superficiality you get love in the world.

 

It is not cynical to have a One-Night-Stand with woman that I don't know. Second of all, it is my decision to be seen from woman as an dildo replacement. If the person likes sex then it is totally fine for me. The other thing is maybe I will not pay woman for sex, I will get my free sex. This is way more honest than this whole sex for money bullshit. I love older and experienced woman more than young woman. Older woman are free and independant, they know exactly what they want. I like those kind of woman because they can lead me through an interesting sexual relationship. I don't want to be their adopted step child. I just like the feeling. And the best is nobody is depending on each others life. You say it is "poor on my character"? You don't know my charakter. And that is not your business how I want to live my life. I dont dictate how to live your life either. If I close my eyes I would say you are another ultra conservative christian or muslim, but be aware that you are also were jerking from morning till dawn. Dont give me any moral standpoints. Stay away from my life. The place where I am, you ultraconservative guys are all simply not there, you are not even existing in my mind. Go your own way.

 

I am okay with mutual objectification. Physical Lust can also be seen as a hobby-not for an industry but private One-Night-Stands is nowadays my preference. It is not always the industry behind having secret sex dates. This would be a lie to call that way. And maybe I am also not okay to go to any escort. This way it is too cheap and too dishonest to do that. I would rather feel myself more valued when somebody sees my picture on a website and wants to have a private sex date. I would feel myself way better. But as I said I don't trust woman and never will. Thats the solution that I feel what suits to me. I believe woman can't understand mans suffering well enough.....they just see themselves. I don't want to be loved from egoistical woman who are only caring about themselves. I really doubt about an existing of an honest and loving and caring woman on this fucking planet. And this is what I am not playing this silly game anymore. I want to have fun with sex and nothing more. I can also imagine to have a longer sexual relationship without commitment. But thats just the possibility I can think of. SInce woman care about themselves, then I decide to care only for myself also. its that simple.

 

I don't care about other peoples looks. I would also never make fun about any other persons appearance. I just don't get how self centered and superficial people can be. And my respons to it is only: Fuck it, I want to have sex with alot of girls no matter her age, just like James Bond and I don't want to pay one single penny to them. That is the real deal!...and yeah I want to live my life. The world is enough from egoistic woman who close their eyes from suffering.

 

It is true you won't die if you don't have sex for the rest of your life. The thing what other people don't get is: Why would someone waste their time to refuse to have fun in life? You will die anyway. Sex can be a fun thing to do.

 

Yeah thats true, but wasting your life, to forbid yourself to have sex, only because some brainwashed ultraconservative ancestors lived that way , like mine, says nothing about how you should live your life. You decide. Since I don't believe in a caring good god anymore, also the existence about this whole heaven and hell bullshit, I feel myself more free than before. I was locked in, in a barbaric and inhumane ideology all the time. Ever religion accuse another religions with going to hell, and then there is me who is just laughing about this nonsense all the time. I just find it amusing. Go and live your life bro. Don't be too hard to yourself. If you can have fun, then do it. Don't let fear decide your life.

 

You are talking about fitness and stuff, but I am talking about my face which I can't change and about my body or better about my height. Not the shape. I have a normal body shape.....which is good enough.
You have said this:
-1) You save yourself from AIDS/HIV and potentially other random diseases if both you and your partner waited until marriage.
My Answer: You have never heard about using condoms? Are there no condoms selling in middle eastern or in Africa? I am quit shocked that those areas don't care about sexual intimacy and health to be honest.If thats the case they are pretty irresponsible. I believe that you are a really smart guy who have potentially but only maybe heard about protection.
-2) You will have a much more intimate and fulfilling relationship with your partner (or in this case wife).
My answer: Who said this? How do you know if someone has a more fullfilled loving relationship when they refused for having sex before marriage? In middle eastern woman are being tortured to wear hijab and hold as multiple house wifes. There are real brainwashed woman who even accepting surpressing men, just because Mohammed did the same way. Then there are thousands of cases where those so called respected husbands killed their own wifes. In Turkey in Iran and other arabic countries woman are beaten or killed by their own husbands every freaking day and they were all married. In catholic households its the same. Religion is only for surpressing man, woman have no place in religion. You have never wondered why there is no prophet who is a woman? Thats the worth of a woman! And all are coming from that area Israel, Jerusalem, Saudi Arabia. Middle Eastern.
-3) Additionally, you could also witness first hand the joy of raising kids.
My answer: Who are you to decide, what I should do with my life? Are you ginving me money to raise kids? Are you caring anytime about my problems? No! I am not even angry at you. This brainwashed mentality doesn't care about peoples happiness. All these books from made-up gods are man made just to control people.

I would probably not going to any prostitutes but I will have sex with different kind of woman on a sex dating website. It is for free. I will ask them for a sex date with me. I feel motivated.

 

God? God is an invention of man. It is a simple lie. There will be no prayers in the world which "your god" has ever answered. But believe what you want to believe. It is not my business. When you are in a really deep hole in your life, then you will know if any woman will stand next to you, or not! They will all leave you,...you are probably abit too young to see that.

 

He didn't really said the reason why he hates woman. But after all he find them fascinating. I guess it is because alot of woman (who have a husband or being divorced and with children or without) are intentionally going to this gigolo just only to cheat. They are missing the good sex. But the point is that those woman are not loyal to the family....otherwise what reason can he bring that made him angry or hateful towards woman??? Drinking their golden showers or eating their poop? I don't think so. Dishonesty is the case! Superficial feelings and not feeling bounded to a family, although she had kids. And she is not the only one in the west, there are shit tons of woman who are acting the same. I don't think that he is in any kind of a way traumatized by woman. He even said that he didn't miss any kind of relationship with woman because he is not lonely and stuff. He is manly and good looking and it is his job to act like a sex dummy for a good amount of money, at the end of it all he has chosen this job, he could quit but he didn't done that. I bet he still doing this job. The book is only for his promotion. He will loose clients but win 3 times more new clients after releasing that book. It is a marketing strategy.