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how far did you get into porn? ***Warning: possibly triggering content ! ***

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Deleted Account, Mar 3, 2019.

  1. iLoveRain

    iLoveRain Fapstronaut

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    I actually remember I really liked softcore , classic porn back in my last days of watching it.
    Beautiful ladies ,soft lighting , glamorous.
     
  2. how did you motivate yourself to stop?.
     
  3. Damn, almost wrote my entire life story there.
    I wonder what the point of this thread is.
     
  4. Not sure myself, maybe just because i am curious.
     
  5. Curiosity made us look up porn in the first place.
    Gotta be on guard bruv.
     
  6. yah i know, curiosity killed the cat as they say, curiosity is one of my greatest weaknesses.
     
  7. My mind has drifted into Sissy Porn and this Yaoi (gay anime) video that kept posting up on this site for me usually. I'm thankful to god!!! That I haven't gone down the road of beastialitie and BDSM. I understand BDSM if completely normal for some people. But I don't understand the constant torture and how it turns someone on to get hurt? It's almost like murder and unhealthy extent of pleasure. I enjoy Porn honestly I can say because I'm an addict, but not the dark side of it. I've watched forced Japanese sex and I didn't even watch the whole thing it was soooo gross to me. I can tell the actor is faking and of course the Japanese are good at what they do, but its almost like kidnaping porn. which is a complete turn off for me.

    I could say the worst for me though was Two Grils One Cup. Everyone was watching it at my High School at the time so of course my idiotic teenage mind said I had to be one with the crowd.
     
  8. I have been into everything you mentioned, on the surface it looks harmless but when you remove the cover it is evil.
     
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  9. Trans and I fucked a few.

    It was a hell of a dopamine rush and thrill, now I think no way I'd do that again and it's funny to me to think about, never made me question my sexuality.

    Porn definitely opened that door, the rush from it wasn't enough so I did the real thing.

    Now I'm in a far better place in my life mentally and emotionally
     
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  10. sometimes I think what it would be like to do it with one, I have always had an attraction to t women.
     
  11. Ahiphena

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    I suppose the worst thing I was regularly viewing was some light BDSM stuff.
    I've looked at trans porn before and it didn't do anything for me once the exotic factor wore off. Never got into cuck stuff or anything like that.

    I'm lucky that it didn't escalate into those fetishes or anything worse. In general my fetishes were less of an escalation and more of an autistic focus on one particular thing, which would usually pass as I became focused on something else.
     
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  12. Yah that makes sense
     
  13. If your genuinely curious and it’s definitely not porn triggered then you can consider doing it and see if you genuinely like it or not.

    You aren’t gay because of it, more likely you’ll not really enjoy it and settle your curiosity, just many men aren’t mentally strong enough to deal with the aftermath self questioning because modern society has created boxes of “gay straight bi etc”
     
  14. hollyman

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    Its not a porn scene that haunted me, and made me commit to seriously trying nofap


    i just cant spell it, its haunting me for just remember it,,,, the key is,, its NOT a porn scene...ive been fapping for more than a decade and thats no porn scene


    God forgive me..
     
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  15. Just say it, take religion out of the equation.

    religion is the problem and making your guilt, shame and anxiety worse!
     
  16. hollyman

    hollyman Fapstronaut

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    what ? Religion?

    No its not a religious content that i watch lol whats wrong with you

    I read above and someone already mention it... Its the dark side when shit is not a joke, not staged either .,, Thats it thats all i dont want to name it,


    Ps : My religion is a major help for me
     
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  18. Andrewdrummer2

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    at least you didnt watch Child P like i did and the one time i watched it i said this needs to end and i went back to softcore P and now im 17 days free of p*rn
     
  19. Lol Sorry I misread

    Look if religion helps that's great, really! But in my view and experience religion makes things worse.....
     
  20. iLoveRain

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    Lol , that’s an interesting term ;P. Guess I sorta am !
     

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