Hopelessly addicted

Alot of people are not able to stop this addiction , but that doesn't mean this addiction will stick with them for the rest of their life.
You need the desire to stop this addiction , and don't worry you will , but it will take time .
It looks like you are going through puberty so the strong urges will occur alot on your journey. And I know how this feels since i am going through puberty too.
I think you should use porn blockers.
And do some good habits instead such as doing sports , playing chess , playing on an instrument.... ETC
I deleted all social media this move really helped me .
Sorry for my bad English BTW and goodluck my friend !

 

The word "young" in my mother language is anyone who is under 20 , yet that doesn't change the fact that you can stop this addiction goodluck

 

It's completely possible to quit masturbation and porn use.

I've quit masturbation forever earlier this year. I crushed my addiction to ashes !

If you jerk off to porn that means you are trying to fill in a missing gap in your life.

It means that something is missing in your life. Maybe you are lonely ? depressed ? bored ?
Whatever is missing in your life, try to fix it.

 

That's quite a paradox you're describing. You mention a desire to stop, yet you also express a love for masturbation, likely influenced by watching porn. This is a classic example of cognitive dissonance, where your actions don't align with your thoughts.When you engage with porn, you're creating a bond, not with a person, but with high-resolution pixels on your screen. Your subconscious mind recognizes this and begins to perceive other "benefits" like emotional numbing, stress escape, and filling up your free time. Part of you believes in these perceived benefits, and the thought that maybe you should stop isn't strong enough to override these subconscious beliefs. If you don't start to unpack the real reasons behind your behavior, it might continue to have a negative impact in various areas of your life.So, let's dive deeper. What exactly do you love about masturbating to porn? Is it the allure of the meticulously arranged pixels designed to trick your mind into arousal? Or is it the temporary escape from problems, giving you a sense of self-love? But the crucial question is, do you truly feel loved and fulfilled afterwards?It's time to face a hard truth: you can never get enough of something that never truly satisfies. In a real relationship, there's an exchange of love and affection. Why waste your emotions on pixels that can't love you back? Consider this as a call to awaken to the deeper needs and desires you have, which go beyond the superficial gratification of pornography.

 

Almost 3 years free from porn, but I have never been able to stop masturbating.

An idea or an image gets in my head and I am done for.

I have managed to masturbate less often. I have gone for weeks, months even nearly a year without masturbating . . . but it's a daily struggle and most days I start touching myself and then have the hardest time stopping.

Also, I'm a super fan of watching women masturbating. I get that.

 

It's like trying to quit crack when the pipe is attached to your body.

 

Most people here struggle with the same compulsion as you. There are plenty of resources on the forum on how to curb the compulsion. One basic tip is to use language that won't be triggering for ourselves or others.