Gay Gooning Porn

That's what they do. I'm familiar with that type of porn content, its extremely addictive, potent and dangerous. Unfortunately you can't power through with just will, it dosent work with porn addiction. You have to replace with it healthy habits but that's the hardest m part. Go for a run, or lift weights or something.

 

That is some kind of reversed approach toward potential victim.It dig deeply into the animal brain of our, why? Well because that is attached to the subconscious which are the images that are triggered by the letters and the images/videos, it is similar if you had a choice: you either eat that processed-food or you will be hungry.
My advice instead of thinking about these videos write in youtube some films that are about the real men, for instance, Gladiator or A Beautiful mind I really enjoy that clip + music 2 Pac- legendary after watching this there is no chance that I will watch xxx and films kindred to them or just clips of them.
You do not crave the xxx, you crave the dopamine release but once you convince yourself that you were fooled that they sold you teddy with bomb inside you will despise xxx forever.

 

Hey
Sadly, I'm also addicted to this sort of porn. I haven't touched myself for over 2 weeks now, probably the longest in my entire life.
Porn has been present in my life since a very young age, felt ashamed of it for most of my life yet kept watching it. Until I discovered a concept of bator life - a bit over 3 years ago. I fell in love with the community and started to be more and more vocal about my solo sexual preferences. My bator life has turned into a gooner life very quickly. I don't even know when and I would spent entire days watching goon themed vids and connect with others from all over the world. What I loved about it is that I started to feel proud of being a bator and gooner. Having other men encourage me to bate to porn gave me so much confidence and flattered my ego that I was getting deeper and deeper into the gooner hole. I knew that I was loosing myself in it all, yet I loved the way it was making me feel. Valid. How sad. And those videos telling you that yes, you are a looser, that yes, you are addicted to porn and yes, it's a reason to proud. It couldn't get anymore messed up that this. Knowing that you're self destructing and feeling proud about it at the same time messes you up.
Regular fap session didn't satisfy anymore. It had to be fuelled with the sort of content accompanied with a brown bottle. Regular sex wasn't an option - absolutely no desire to meet up with others - unless to watch porn and goon. Doesn't sound healthy (I'm not shaming but simply didn't bring any good into my own life). All I could think about was just that - alone time and hours spent browsing all sorts of websites and talking to other men. An absolute waste of my precious time.
I've decided to start healing. To change this aspect of my life. To better myself and become the ruler of my life. I'm aware that the journey will be bumpy and I don't expect to change over night. But every attempt to better yourself is better than none.
This post won't help you scotty_uk but just wanted to share my story. You're not alone in this. There are many of us. Let's try our best and take one day at a time. Good luck!

 

Hi dude, what really helps me is daily accountability and blocks on my devices. Covernant eyes and Norton family 360 has made it very difficult to get on sites and when I try getting around locks etc. my accountability partner gets a notification and gives me a call to tell me off lol. You can get past this and all that conditioning shit fades the longer you stay away. Do the opposite and look into your eyes in the mirror and tell that part of you that’s hurt, lost and confused that you love them and you’ve got their back. Getting mad with yourself for “relapsing/not being able to hold back Mother Nature for x number of days is just going to lead to more self loathing and abuse. It’s disgusting that people so twisted make this crap and ride off the damaging energy it causes others.

 

Don't give those videos more power than they have. They're just videos, and you're the only one in control. Instead of focusing on resisting, you need to focus on building. Building new habits, new interests, new hobbies, new people that are aligned with your personal values and contribute to building the life that you want to live. Don't stay in toxic environments and communities of mentally ill people online who preach bator/gooner life is an obvious starter. If you're suffering now, it's because you are not where you're supposed to be. This feeling alone is proof that those videos and those communities are just a lie. You can't love something that makes you feel so miserable, it doesn't make sense.

The first thing you should do IMO if you don't already, is practice mindfulness meditation daily. Try the Headspace app: 5 minutes a day, then 10 minutes a day, every day. I think meditation is the best remedy against gooner and hypno stuff.

If you can afford it, you could also consult with a psychotherapist to talk about your situation in order to develop a personal plan, learn coping skills and have a trusted person to talk to IRL who is a psychology expert.

 

Gooning, and similar genres of porn is where I ended up every time that I started looking at porn and masturbating.

It might start with bikini photos or vanilla porn, but it always ended with the really messed up porn. (Perhaps it could have gotten even worse).

Why? Because its more intense. Addiction is progressive. I want the biggest high I can possibly get. And the only thing more intense that pure sexual arousal is a freaking cocktail of arousal, shame, guilt, remorse. It's extremely dangerous.

The best way to stay away from the gooning porn is to stay away from all porn.

No vanilla porn for you!

If you look at porn, you will goon.

 

Yea if I have access to porn sites it doesn’t take long to move through the genres back to the hard stuff.

 

Very good advice. I fell in with a particular group for awhile. I guess I was looking for others to make me feel better about the unhealthy fetishes I'd acquired over time. After awhile I asked myself what the hell I was doing associating with these lost souls. We must choose what kind of person we want to be, and then seek out people who can reinforce the positives we're looking for in ourselves.

 

Yes this is exactly my experience. After years of escalation I guess there's no going back to mainstream stuff for me. The only choice is just to turn my back on all of it.