Femdom porn (forced BI/gay) have caused HOCD, depression and no girlfriend anymore

Good luck mate, when you truly want to beat your addiction, you will have success!

 

3 days without PMO today. Keep going lads! We're going to beat this shit together!

 

Guys I want to ask you something. There is a very nice girl who wants on date with me, but I have started my no PMO streak for 4 days now and I need to have a huge reboot to beat my H-OCD and my big porn addiction. Also I have PIED, so it's really difficult for me to make a choice now. What would you guys do?

 

Day 4 of my no PMO today. I had to upload a video for school on YouTube today, but then I saw a sexy girl on the screen and I was immeadiately horny. But I did no MO on it, so it's okay. After uploading the video for school, I've blocked YouTube directly again. Stay strong guys!

 

I've also deleted Instagram and Facebook on my phone, because it can trigger you to PMO. Stay strong guys!

 

Hey guys,

Today is my 6th day without PMO. Today I had almost no anxiety, and I'm feeling comfortable. Stay strong guys. After rain comes sunshine!

 

I'm proud that I can say that I'm 7 days without PMO now. It was my first goal during rebooting, so I'm very proud of myself. The next goal is 14 days without PMO. Since 2 days I have less HOCD-anxiety, I have more attention from girls (seriously!) and I'm very motivated to keep going!

Please guys, stay away from porn. For me it's also difficult now, because in the begin your brain wants to trigger you to PMO, but when you stay strong, there is coming one day we are free!

 

I've decided to restart my PMO, because this week I have watched many videos on YouTube with sexy hot girls (almost nude). Did no MO on it, but I want to go on the hard mode!

 

Yeah mate. That's why I have restarted my streak. But I'm feeling better now.

 

Hey lads,

I want to inform you about my first 3 weeks at NoFap.
During this 3 weeks I have relapsed for 2 times. Watched sub porn on YouTube (dancing nude girls). Not more than that.
I've not watched real porn on a real porn website anymore. (I was/am addicted to Femdom porn)

After 3 weeks and 2 times masturbation I can say that:
- I feel less social anxiety
- I can finally get an erection when I see a sexy girl in real life (wasn't possible for a long time because of all the porn I have watched)
- I feel less H-OCD anxiety (I can skip the thoughts easily now)
- Less 'interest' in good-looking men (H-OCD reduced)
- More real interest in women!

Yesterday I have relapsed for the second time this month. This was the last time for me in the coming 90 days.
Today we're going to begin with a hardmode reboot, but I can do this, because I've felt the improving points after 3 weeks now.

Stay strong guys!

 

Tomorrow I will reach my first goal: 7 days hardmode without PMO. Feeling anxious the last 3 days. HOCD is strong these days, but it's the begin of my reboot. Furthermore I'm feeling good.

 

Today was 7 days no PMO. My first goal has achieved without any problems. I'm very proud of myself. On to the next goal: 14 days no PMO.

 

Had a lot of relapses last weeks. I gave up, but God told me that I have to stay strong. Yesterday I did begin a new streak. Let's beat this addiction!