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Femdom porn (forced BI/gay) have caused HOCD, depression and no girlfriend anymore

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by JHT98, Jan 2, 2018.

  1. JHT98

    JHT98 Fapstronaut

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    Dear people,

    I'm on a 1 day streak on no PMO now. At the moment I'm depressed and diagnosted with H-OCD, because of the porn I watched for many years. I have watched femdom porn for 8 years now (Cuckold, sissy, forced bi, POV/JOI, human ashtray and feet licking. It's just killing my brain now, but I trust in a good reboot for myself. For other people who have the same problem, stay strong and we will beat this addiction!!
     
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  2. LilD

    LilD Fapstronaut

    Hi! Nice to meet you here.
     
  3. JHT98

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    Day 2 of my reboot. Had no problem during this time. Motivated to continue my streaks!!
    Keep strong guys.
     
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  4. Connaisseur

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    Hey brother,
    I feel you man. I have the same problems like you have.
    I started just today.
    Stay strong, we are in this journey together!
     
  5. JHT98

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    Day 3 of my NO PMO.
    Today I was all the day nervous, but we stay strong and I'm still motivated to reach my goals!
     
  6. JHT98

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    Day 4 of my No PMO.
    Was a little bit nervous for an hour, but it was all okay. I had no anxiety today. My day was very relaxed. I have played darts with my friends, worked for school and watched the football game of my brother. My first goal (reach the 7 days without PMO) is coming closer!! The first steps to a free porn life! So keep strong lads
     
  7. Joe92

    Joe92 Fapstronaut

    I can relate man... Keep going !
     
  8. anewversion

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    If you have a porn stash delete it all my friend. I deleted all of mine.
     
  9. Hi man,

    Wow you have a huge burden on your shoulders.
    So brave you are here.
    I've dealt with exactly the same shit as you did.
    If you are interested, I wrote a lot of stuff in my journal (sissy, femdom, SSA, dominion, etc)
    that helped me enormously in getting my freedom. If you want, pass by, and maybe it inspires you to start your own
    journal.

    I come from really deep, and know that freedom is possible.
    So... there is hope :)
     
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  10. JHT98

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    Today was number 5 without PMO for me. It was a difficult day for me, because I was constantly nervous. Did no PMO, because I'm very motivated to reach my goals!!

    Stay strong lads!
     
  11. Proud of you man, keep fighting.
     
  12. JHT98

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    Guys, I need to tell you something... I was so horny after 6 days, that I've failed my first attempt to no PMO. I'm so sorry for this..... I've failed for my first time. Does anybody knows a good website to block all the porn on my computer? Today I'm going to begin with attempt 2 NO PMO...
     
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  13. Try the free K9 Web protection
     
  14. B better

    B better Fapstronaut

    Hey don’t even worry about it man, it happens to all of us, sometimes many times. It’s how you deal with this setback that will make or break things, just be sure not to binge and prepare for your urges to get even stronger due to the chaser effect. Every time you relapse just make a vow to beat your last streak and things can only get better. Keep your head up bro
     
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  15. Of course we should worry about it.
    If we don't, the next relapse will be even closer.
     
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  16. B better

    B better Fapstronaut

    I know what you mean, but porn addiction is responsible for so much negative thinking in a person that I think they are best off having a positive outlook on everything, even when they slip up
     
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  17. JHT98

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    Thanks mates, there was 1 big benefit after 6 days no PMO and it was that I got
    Thanks mate, I've downloaded it and I have blocked all the porn websites on my computer. It's game on again!
     
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  18. That's a new one! o_O
     
  19. MehAddicted

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    Hey,

    Literally just signed up for similar reasons you have!! Best of luck brother these were definitely porn induced! all the best 2018 goals
     
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  20. JHT98

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    Thanks brother, best goals for you too!
     

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