Femdom addiction

Okay. Hold up, bud.

This "Femdom" fascination is based on an insecurity. You don't like being "alone"? So... you need pain to feel alive because A. No Goals or B. Its the only thing that gets your blood pumped.

BDSM isn't nice to watch, because you feel excited as others are in pain. Yeah... that sounds broken.

Just to help me formulate an opinion, how much do you weigh, and what's your height? (Yes, this is just a pure BMI speculation, and a possible exercise routine.)

I have a device that COULD solve the problem, but its too soon for me to present the results.

 

Awesome! BMI of 24. Your THE physically fit man! So whatever your doing on that front, keep it up!

As for your aversion to Pain... The Femdom... This is like a "Watching from the Stands" situation. Don't want to do it, but don't want to be in it. Something has to give, man...

Can't say anything on your... wait, yes. Your Reward centers. During your workouts, what do you reward yourself with? (Foods, activities, or drinks).

As for Stressors, what's your release? (Yes, you can say its the BDSM if you so wish)

 

Hmm... Okay, okay. Seems like you have great foundation... Its just that one area of sex. Trying to look what's before your "BDSM Addiction"...

What about Testosterone consumption? Anything on your list that increases your testosterone levels?

Getting the feeling that this "Femdom Addiction" your battling is based on a submission on your end. You need some "Fight".

 

Mate, you've got great inner strength to overcome this femdom thing.

Spoiler: Warning: description of extreme femdom acts

My main source of arousal was being trampled, kicked and jerked by women wearing very thin heeled, pointy stiletto shoes - and watching other men getting hurt and humilated the same way. I've even taught my girlfriends how to do such things to me. C*ck and ball kicking, crushing my manhood under shoes, licking stiletto soles, sucking high heels, trampling my head, choking me under pumps - that was my cup of tea. And I used to get rock hard every time. The more they hurt me, the better. At that point, I've become a shoe b!tch.

However, I've always been able to have vanilla sex as well (which is a considerable advantage). Today, any kind of femdom porn disgusts me a lot. What I have to tell you is: you're a superior being, this femdom thing is just a piece of sh!t that keeps on disturbing you. You were not born with this thing, someone (or something) put it inside of you. And the same way it got into you, this thing can be controlled and in the end you can get rid of it entirely. You can do this!

 

Sorry to know that, my friend. Seems that you've just relapsed.
The clutches of porn are way too strong.

 

I know it VERY well.
I've been fighting femdom porn for twenty years, mate.

 

I think wanting to go for normal sex with any random girl is your problem bro.

Girls are humans, just like you and me, they are not things you can use and throw away when you 're done.

 

Breathe, bud. Listen, this journey is hard, no contest.

Killing yourself means 3 things; You failed The Test, Your not the Master, and the your Line Ends.

Your resetting what makes you a man. Giving a woman power over you, without effort, means you've lost what makes you a man. Find it, but not on a woman's watch.

Also, where do you get that "Happy Ending" offering? Philippines?

 

India? Oh... Now I have a better picture of your environment, sir.

I'm a USA guy, and... sometimes its hard to drop it when no one cares about you. The best bet is to go to a place (Just as a vacation when you have the shot) that celebrates men, not tolerates them.

Sometimes the best option when your surrounded by your addiction, is taking a break from your outlets.

 

where in in india? yo brother one thing i would like to suggest is go to iskcon every single day and attend Bhagvat Geeta sessions on sunday (free of cost and one meal at the end). i go every week in Bangalore try that i guarantee success from personal experience. you can talk about everything even if you are from any religion. i am not spreading agenda just a simple technique, i have seen a drug dealer become a very religious man so even you can become like him as your thinking is the problem. just promise me you will go to the temple today for my sake. i want to help spread NoFap to the entire world