Feb Challenge for Christians war Group!

216. Nofap is about you!

 

217. experience instead of emotion!

 

218. Keep moving on and time to catchup

 

219. Time to follow what my dad instructed!

 

222. MAKE SOME MONEY, THEN NOT TO RELAPSE, BUT MAKING MORE MONEY!

 

227.

 

thanks God and World wakes me up.

 

Stay strong and keep clean ! We have much more than just relapse here at this moment! Never give up!

 

232, I thought that I predict the future. Instead, I detect the past!

 

237. surpass yourself!

 

THE STORY STARTS FROM MY INTERSHIP: I lost my job through school career website, however, I got one even better than anyone I could get by my own.
after Nofap for over 150 days. I could speak and act so well during the interview. at the same time, I didn't disappoint my boss and supervisor. I did so much work.
This is job decided if I could get my coop certificate. I tried so hard through the year for the job opportunities.
Thanks to Nofap, I made it at the end.
Today was 247 day and also it is a time when there were 45 days left for my internship before going back to school.

I still have lots things to do and lots difficulties to overcome. My life is just like everyone, got humiliated, lost best friends, and got into fights in my childhood.

however, I fought back with my Nietzsche‘s superman theory. I read Hitler's diary. I strengthen my mental power. still without good fortune, even I was a superman, I couldn't go too far. Nofap is the key to give me the fortune.

I learned that nofap would improve my fate. I started nofap at the point when my family was spending so much money on my tuitions, and they need more money for a better life. I also needed to rebuild a better relationship with them. All these wishes happened with my efforts on nofap and religions. Nofap is a harsh training that made me appreciate and love who my parents are and who I am. My family made much more money, they got new 2017 Toyota. Mom is traveling to Europe after she traveled Canada last year. Both my parents were healthy and young. They play sports in matches at their 50s, and dad also plays instruments. None of them having stress, not even a single white hair would show on their head.

Nofap and religions gave my family so many fortunes that I couldn't repay. I often lost my patient in trust my fate. until this point, I realized that Nofap really changed my destiny (to be accurate, improved my fate).

Besides praise the benefits from nofap on me,
The other reason why I wrote so many details about myself is to encourage people here.
As I said that I am just like everybody, had bad past, tolerated something that I couldn't tolerate. hatred, envy, loneliness, and urges showed on me just like others.
I was going over all these without nofap in the past, which works sometimes only.
This time, I am living with nofap.
I am facing who they are, what the world is, and who I am with a spirit of non-giving up or I call it NOFAP SPIRIT.
With this NOFAP SPIRIT, I learned that so many people are much better me, Jewish, Muslin, Chinese, Japanese and so on.
I don't want just to live like a normal person this time. This time, with NOFAP SPIRIT, I want to surpass these people. I want to make friends with them. I want to see the peak of the world. I want to build my own royalty. I want to surpass God and Heaven as well. I want to have this fighting spirit never decayed in my heart.
I want to become perfect.
In the past, How could I even image about all these?
But after having NOFAP SPIRIT, my heart is not gonna to stop surpassing until there is no one stand in front of me!!!!
Sounds crazy, right? Because it is NOFAP SPIRIT!!!!!
Let's make it happen.
Let's Surpass!!!!!

 

254. Stay strong even with no protection!

 

Today is kindly stressful and embarrassed for me. I booked an appointment for car inspections. And my car failed down right before I went for the appointment where was at company parking lot. Site manager and mechanic manager knew about the appointment one day ago. But I couldn't go for it. I asked my friend to check the battery and it was good, and only thing left was the starter. I called the Canadian road system to tow my car. However, I only got 10 km coverage and I was going 30km and the rest needed to be paid. I couldn't do anything but miss the appointment and pay extra 115 dollars for tow. I could get the internet but couldn't post this message with my feelings, because it was so slow (wifi receptor instead of wifi monitor on parking lot). And phone signal was bad in the car, but I had to wait for the trunk. However, going back to office would give me better signal but embarrassments in front colleagues. Without signal, I might miss the call from Canadian tire if anything went wrong (towing cancelled). Omg omg, I felt depressed and stressful. Evil temptation was asking me to give up everything i have, nofap, good temper, families and friends. Also I felt one kind of temper to ask me to curse the world and Gods. I knew that at this point, waiting meant to let evil take over your hands to make her&his decisions. I can't!!!!
I knew that I did same thing before. I knew that once I complain and curse, I would lose all the connections to God and heavens.
I knew that I couldn't reject evil, because all these unfortunate events happened on me today!one after another, which destroyed parts of my mood.
So, I was broken at this moment just like everyone else suffered before. Then what was next step
Suddenly, I felt that I understood all about myself but life.
There no need for decision. I'm not my life.
Think about Jesus in the wilderness, he only needed patience but nothing else.
I just needed to be patient, that's about it. Even worse things happened, I would just accept it with patience.
I just want to say even life sucks now, I won't suck AND I'm different from the life.

At the end the trunk came and we had good conversations. Here was the bad thing: the garage owner used to work at the trunk driver's place. They shouldn't get along well, I knew that once I arrived. 2nd bad thing, the car actually was started normally once it arrived. Maybe I would start to curse again, tragedy became drama with humiliations.
I didn't. I just simply said to garage owner, let's fix it anyway.
Thanks to my mood, and appreciate to the patience and acceptance.
Waste money and time is nothing.
Waste patience and acceptance is a huge thing.

Still stay strong in nofap!!!!

Hope you would do the swim in the future.

Life can suck, we can't!

 

Nofap helps me to receive more information and study more. I couldn't know this much before. Which also mean-Nofap is just a beginning!

 

273. I am still alive!

 

277:
I was hit today so many times by memories and urges! But I knew that I couldn't give up on this! I still have you guys fighting here! I want to join this war with you warriors. No giving up!

 

313. too much to do, yet we are limited.

 

meaning of "surpass" is to say "so what" to your depressure/urges and the world temptation:
I misdirected my lab report calculation part, where I spent 14 hours on it with 5-6 hours sleep for these couple two days. I had teammates, and we had to redo the report again. which ruined the assignments time managements. people were planning to have fun on Thanksgiving but after that was midterms. so lack of sleep and lack of time and nothing could be managed well. I still honestly apologized to my teammates who took over my job.
at this point, I just wanted to say the superpower behind the nofap is nothing but the pressure resistance. with a negative mood, i am enjoying of doing the assignment.
another benefit is the responsibility of doing nofap. I will move on with saying so what to pressure and urges.
so what....