Compulsive sexual behavior

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by Sasski, Apr 22, 2019.

  1. Sasski

    Sasski Fapstronaut

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    Hey,
    I am a new here
    I am a 22 girl
    My problem that i wanna talk no one will understand me how deep is my pain
    I am having sex addiction
    I am not watching porn regularly however i am feeling there is no one have the same problem of me
    I am having sex addiction from childhood yes as early as i can remember i was masturbate daily always with my dools
    I was having very very very strong sexual imagination
    Always with me, i was believe that people i was imagining was real, and i was feeling every small detail
    No one from family was enable to stop me
    I was even don't know what is sex like any child and even when i was teen, i was so pure and didn't even know what men body looks like, i was just recieve imagination powerful thoughts that i am feeling it so vividly
    Then i grow up, and know that these people in my mind wasn't real but u have continued
    I have started to look at boys pants and imagine sex
    And imagine any couples i see on bed doing sex
    It us so hard
    From too years i have started to watch porn
    It is bot so interesting for me, i love fantasy more like hentai animes
    My imagination is stronger than porn, i can't find vids that express my feelings so i am not offended by it
    Then I have discovered a wonderful land fir me which is dating and online chat sex world, i am really love it
    But after it, i become weak, depressed, lost my selfsteem , try to suicide, my relation with my family becomes weak
    But the urge is strong and with every problem it just a perfect escape
    I am so sad depressed and alone as i can't tell anyone about that, I am having two personalities one that people see and one that is so weak to sex
    I am starting to read a book called overcoming sex addiction
    But I just needed to talk to someone
    Anyone feels me plz
    It is so hard
     
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  2. Nugget9

    Nugget9 Fapstronaut

    Keep reading on this site, you will find it extremely helpful. I am a PA and my gf is helping me get through my struggles. I am doing very well and am happy with my progress. Take it one day at a time and if this is what you truly want, you can do it girl.
     
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  3. Tiger_war

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    لا تستسلمي البدايه هي اراده التغيير وبعدها يبدا التغيير وانت لا تحبين الادمان الجنس لذلك ستكونين قادره على ان تتخلي عن ما لا تحبينه وستعود اليك حياتك الطبيعيه
     
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  4. Sasski

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    It is good to have someone beside you, thank you for hope you give me
     
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  5. Sasski

    Sasski Fapstronaut

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    كيف عرفت اني عربية
    البداية ارادة التغيير نعم و لكن في لحظة الضعف كل القيم تنسحب ليحل محلها عجز اتجاه الواقع ثم بعدها يأتي كل الندم و الارادة و هكذا دواليك كأنه لا مفر سنين و سنين
     
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  6. GaryMayor

    GaryMayor Fapstronaut

    Hello, it is nice to see you there. Hope you will recover. Real life is to good to give it up for a imagined stuff. I spend a lot of time chatting with girls like you and I know it was harmful both for me and for them.
     
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  7. Sasski

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    Yeah, it is so harmful, i feel that i am consumed and not complete, however i didn't stop, the urge of chatting is stronger than anything, talking anonymous there is so fantastic, then after it ends, it becomes feels like hell really, how did you stop that?
     
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  8. Tiger_war

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    لقد شعرت بانك عربيه يمكن لاني انا ايضا عربي
     
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  9. Tiger_war

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    ماجاء بي الى هنا هي القيم التي بداخلي وبداخلك واراده التغيير فلا يجب ان نستسلم
     
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  10. Sasski

    Sasski Fapstronaut

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    نعم و لكن هذا لن يكفي اعتقد مازال الطريق طويلا بعد على الاقل بالنسبة لي و لا اضمن حتى بأنه سينجح فأنا يائسة من كثرة المحاولات و من سوء الحالة النفسية و الآثار السلبية المترتبة. و الصراعات التي لا تنتهي
     
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  11. Tiger_war

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    [QUOTE = "Sasski ، post: 2014435 ، member: 318775"] نعم و لكن هذا لن يخبرك. . و الصراعات التي لا تنتهي [/ QUOTE]
    اعلم ولكن لا تياسي
     
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  12. GaryMayor

    GaryMayor Fapstronaut

    Try to organize time such that you don't have a time for chat. Avoid spending time alone and so on. Basically all advices for porn addicts could be applied in your case.
     
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  13. Sasski

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    اتمنى هذا
     
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  14. Sasski

    Sasski Fapstronaut

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    Yes, the main problem for me, that it is the best way for me to escape from my tasks and from stress of study or any other thing. I will try to organize my life
     
  15. Tiger_war

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    انت قويه هذه هي الخطوه الاولى انت تعلمي انكي قويه وقادره على التغيير
     
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  16. Tiger_war

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    لا تجلدي نفسك او تنظري اليها باستهزاء لانكي لو لم تكوني جميله من الداخل بما يكفي لم بحثتي عن التغيير
     
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  17. Sasski

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    ليس جلدا للذات بالظبط و لكن رغبة في عدم "العشم" في شئ ادركه مرارا ان الانتكاس يلحق بنا مهما وصلت لمرحلة التغير او قلت لن اعود مرة أخرى.و أيضاً رغم وجودي هنا و هو ما يعتبر من الخطوات الأولى على بداية الطريق و لكن المسافة طويلة جدا بين بداية الطريق حتي بداية تطبيقه ثم بين تطبيقه و بين حدوث تغيير فعلي مرجح للدوام مسافة اميال و اميالا أخرى و اقدر لك هذا الدعم كثيراً
     
  18. GaryMayor

    GaryMayor Fapstronaut

    Yeah, so maybe the best shot is to understand why you want to excape from tasks and studying?
     
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  19. Sasski

    Sasski Fapstronaut

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    Yeah maybe i will search on tgat
     
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  20. Pepezapallito

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    Hola amiga, te entiendo bastante, el primer paso es sable q somos incapaces de enfrentar solos está adicción y nuestras vidas se volvieron ingobernable. Sigue en el foro leyendo, y buscando una socia en el foro, eso ayuda mucho. Te queremos aca y sos bienvenida. Te saluda pepe de buenos aires.
     
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