BEWARE of "Sissy Hypnosis"

Absolutely true @N0ah , my experience is that it preys on deep seated masculine-confidence insecurities emplaced in younger years by (primarily) female authority figures. You are right to abstain fully.

I posted a small thread on this and my own opinions and observations -- maybe it will be useful to you, maybe it will be of no use at all, but here it is--->
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...-addictions-just-some-random-thoughts.136028/

@Roady comments above are spot-on. He knows what he is talking about.

 

Thanks Jamie, I'll be sure to check it out!

 

Congrats on breaking the habit with this kind of porn!

Why could you not imagine being a father? Just because you watched some freaky porn? There are serial killers who had families, do you really think you are worse than them? How so? People tend to beat themselves down over their own flaws. A man without a job would tell himself that he could not provide for his family and that's why he could not be a father. The ugly guy would say that no woman would ever want him. That's all bullshit. Ugly, jobless, addicted, whatever, we use it as an excuse to not chase after what we truly desire. We tell us that we are not good enough, because we fear that we might fail. Not trying is more comfortable than failing, because any failure means that we were right all along, right? Wrong, everyone fails. Any famous person you know has failed so many times. Failure means nothing.

So, keep going. Beat your addiction. And then father a child. You have everything you need to succeed, I know you do.

 

It's almost impossible to break the wheel with this kind of porn, it's my habit, my drug, my escape from reality.

For the 1000th time I'm in a battle against my urges not to PMO to it. It's honestly the hardest thing in my life I've had to fight against, and I feel it's so deeply affected me I don't even know where to start in kicking it out of my life.

 

Sorry if this has already been mentioned - I haven't read the entire thread: it seems to me that a person watching a pornographic video enters a trance state where subliminal suggestions in the video might be more effective than in normal video content. I used to enjoy reading about espionage. Apparently the KGB invested a lot of effort into weakening Western culture. When the Soviet Union collapsed the KGB and the other intelligence agencies survived. Plus similar regimes in China and North Korea have continued. So I could imagine that these groups might produce video content designed to weaken Western culture. Language differences might help to ensure that only people in the targeted nations will view the content. It's the sort of thing that the Soviet KGB would have done if youtube had existed in that time, and those intelligence agencies are still in existence under new names. IDK (I suppose I'm just a paranoid child of the cold war LOL)

 

Don't feel bad bro. I deal with transgendered person open too. Not too much femboy or twink but I have jacked off to the thought of fucking both and boy did it feel good. But felt like shit and ashamed right after. Im not attracted to guys at all. I love women. But like you said it's the feminine qualities that turn us on. The thought of fucking a extremely feminine guy after watching transgendered person open would get me off instantly buy no way in hell would I fantasize or desire that in the real world because I just ain' gay. It' the porn. All a trans oman is, is a effeminate male dressed as a woman with other operations to help with their transition. Hold your head up bro. You'e not gay

 

You said it right my friend: it's is almost impossible, but that means, it truly is possible.
I was heavily involved into this sissy crap, but I'm free
You can do it too!

 

Its not impossible. I also watched these type of videos at my lowest. Luckily I didint let it get into my brain, my thought process was that it wasnt the idea of hypnosis, it was the idea of other people whod watch to get hynotised.(weird I know but my brain was just looking for More) You can do it!

 

I had to chime in here and tell you guys what happened when I broke my 110-day streak. I was feeling pretty good about how long I'd gone - longer than I'd set out to do anyway. So thought I'd poke around some softcore/vanilla P sites since I didn't see there could be much harm. I know, stupid.

Anyway I gotta tell you, once that dopamine started rushing in I just wanted more, and before I knew it, I'd escalated back into some deviant/dangerous materials like what's been discussed on this thread. This stuff is very devious and manipulative. I was caught off-guard and found myself zombie-like repeating old patterns before I could start blocking the warped input signals it was sending me. I was alarmed that these old mental/psychological buttons could still be used so effectively to draw me in.

So after a near all-nite binge, I finally had the sense to ask myself "What the fuck are you doing?" I took a few deep breaths, looked back on how I'd just fallen right back into a very self-destructive pattern, staying up all nite, exposing my mind and identity to harmful attacks, knowing the end result would be as always that I'd just end up feeling depressed and exhausted and disgusted with myself. So I friggin stopped in my tracks, and wiped out every site and file and even a couple accounts I'd idiotically set up. The I put all my web blockers back up and tried to blank out of my mind all the garbage I'd just put back into it.

Be very careful people, these images/videos/audios can be very powerful - without you even being aware of it till later, since they use alot of subliminal, suggestive tricks to fool your brain before you even have a chance to use that brain to block it out. I'll tell you this much, I won't ever be so over-confident again. Peace and healing to everyone who has struggled with this.

 

I guess its just like riding a bike. even after years of not riding, the brain remembers quickly and the pathways/circuits are renewed... the brain remembers....

 

Yep I agree, it's like the "groove" is already there, and surprisingly easy to just lock into. I do believe these pathways fade with time, but some are deeper than others and may take more time.

 

Staying humble at all cost, that's the key for me.
Thanks for sharing your experience.

 

Just recovered after a full week of binging on this shit. Probably the worst relapse I've ever had, but I'm back now for another fight.

 

What are you going to (1) do more of than last time and (2) do differently than last time to see victory in this battle?

 

You're not alone buddy. My 48-hr. relapse taught me an important lesson, just how potent this particular strain of P can be. I think it works on different/deeper psychological levels and can really reinforce itself in a way the vanilla stuff doesn't. This on one hand scares the hell out of me that I even exposed my mind to it at all - but, on the other hand, I feel I can see the bigger picture now of how this junk works so I can avoid the quicksand in the future.

Definitely I've learned that an absolute zero tolerance for it is essential for me. I have the free K9 program set up on my laptop to not only specifically block the most dangerous sites (we know which ones they are), but also a list of the most fucked-up keywords (we know what those are too) which block any url's that contain them. The hard part is not getting caught up in some lie-to-myself-of-the-moment thinking I can disable all that 'for just a few minutes' and maybe 'take a peek' at some fetishistic sites. Now that I'm good-and-scared about how quickly I escalated during my last relapse I am really digging deeper in my resolve to never look at this bullshit again.

 

Hi Chiyu,

Your post resonates with me more than words can describe. You're right, the deep fetishized level at which this porn works at makes it the most potent and damaging of all genres of porn, and I for one see it as a extremely dangerous risk to the mental and physical health of all young men with access to the internet.

Trying to have a zero tolerance approach is very difficult, but it's the right one. Whilst we have been unlucky to have stumbled upon this cancer, and let it affect us, it is only by pulling together that we can defeat it, and help each other to heal.

 

Hi Xigwon,

You're right, to make real change I need to adapt my approach.
I'm going to (1) Have a better more comprehensive routine to avoid PMO, and (2) make a 'For a Rainy Day' box, which will be filled with motivating items, such as quotes, good books, and pictures of family and friends. I'll use this whenever I get urges.

Noah

 

That sounds good man. Keep it up and we are here for you.

 

Pray the rosary every day and abstain, go for a walk everytime you feel the urge to masturbate