BEWARE of "Sissy Hypnosis"

Another word of caution about this bullshit. As if the deviant, shocking, psychologically harmful imagery/language weren't bad enough, it also uses cult-like methods of mind control to draw people into a kind of alternate reality. They actually try to change your identity in your consciousness to get you addicted. This can really take advantage of those who use P to escape and/or numb some kind of pain in their real daily lives.

You may think you are just harmlessly playing with their ideas in your mind, but after a while you may notice it is them playing you instead. For the vast majority of guys who aren't actually transgender, being exposed to this kind of thinking over time can be really harmful, causing all kinds of self-doubts, conflicting thoughts, depression/anxiety/insomnia/etc down the road. It is not a game. This is a whole different level of P. It's fucked up - stay away from it totally.

 

As someone with two mental disorders and a childhood filled with trauma from a brother who psychologically/emotionally abused me and I am still going to therapy for my problems its been about 3 years now since I've been going, but I will say sissy hypno/femdom/humiliation porn does distort your mind so much that you lose your identity. Even without porn, I lose my identity and I have no idea who or what I am, it takes me at least a day to figure out who I am. So sissy hypno/femdom/humiliation porn does mess with your mind and NOah is 100% correct with what he said, I highly urge everyone to stop looking at porn all together, start running, painting, drawing. Its been about a week since I watched sissy hypno/femdom/humiliation porn, I have a long ways to go for a full reboot and I don't have any urges to look at that stuff or any form of porn again. I know everyone can do it as long as they put their mind and will power to it they can conquer this disgusting, evil addiction.
I am thinking about making a petition to making this type of porn illegal to have on the internet.

 

i confess i relapsed to this poison again last night ,i went 142 days and i dont know what happened, for awhile i was just listening to asmr videos on youtube to put myself to sleep an mediate with, but its pretty much on the same level i switched to sissy hypno, first i was just listening to it without watching it, during my 142 streak i found i was always feeling aroused an filled with sexual energy, aroused once i wake an all during the day an especially at night,i was going strong but something happened an i relapsed, i dont feel guilty or sad or any negative feeling, i did achieve something an i got that for myself, i do fall into a bad mood the next day an feel drained of energy an slumpy, an im sure i almost got hit by a dump truck going at least 70 mph as it ran a red light, i was walking, theres levels to life depending on the actions an words you use daily, i havent been on the level of pmo for months, i realized im not welcomed on this perverted level anymore,thats fine with me theres absolutely zero benefits to the pmo lifestlye,

 

LostCloud, don't beat yourself up, start fresh with a new out look on life everyday and one day it will be okay, there is always hope and we are all in the same boat. #nevergiveup

 

Hi buddy,
Thanks for the confession. You said it right: it is poison.
Asmr and sissy hypno files are laying next to each other. If you want to calm down your mind, find a way to do it without making yourself dependent from others. Learn to relax your mind just by yourself. If you are a believer, focus on God and become quiet.

Check out my journal. I'm busy to describe certain things. It may help you to understand more.

 

The thing to remember guys is that the poison leaves bit by bit, not all at once. So don't beat yourself up about relapsing, the key to beating this addiction is being able to take the punches and bounce back from them.

Every day clean your brain heals a little more.

Keep fighting.

 

I haven't watch any of pmo or that poison because I was starting to have thoughts "Am I straight?" and actually starting to make me think I wasn't straight it was scary because I know it was from watching all of that sissy/femdom BS.
I will say this for sure I will never watch any form of pmo again, I just want a normal healthy live without that poison. I have been going for my runs/walks again because I need something that will make me tired enough not to watch any videos, and its been going good for me.
Is it possible that if my dopamine level is low I could be emotionally numb?

 

So since I haven't watched any sissy hypno stuff I been having intrusive thoughts "Am I straight?" "Do I like what women have?" and everytime I told myself that "Yes I am straight and yes I like what women have" my stomach got upset. I used to have intrusive thoughts before I quit looking at all of that sissy BS about "Am I gay?" "what if I am gay?"
Now I am thinking that I really f*cked up my sexuality and I will never go back at being a straight guy.

*Possible Trigger Warning/with strong language*

Back in 2014 I had my third girlfriend and it was a close romantically relationship, I enjoyed being with her and I enjoyed cuddling with her and when we did it I enjoyed it too. But I did noticed I was watching less porn, any form of porn in fact. I still watch the occasional gay/sissy porn, but overall I didn't watch any form of porn since I was with her 3 times a week and we did it for about 3 to 4 times while we hung out. Then towards the end of 2015 we broke up, due to her being always mad at me for hanging out with my brothers and being mad since I had therapy once a week and we couldn't hang out on the day I had therapy.

Then when I started college in 2016 I met my current ex-girlfriend, I was attracted to her, and we fell in love quickly, and from what I remember I enjoyed kissing her, and a couple times in class she touched me and I enjoyed it a lot, and during the time I was with her I got more in depth with sissy hypno and more into femdom/humiliation stuff. But I remember the first time we did it I had no problem getting it up for her and I enjoyed it a lot, second time we did it, there were a lot of things that went wrong, her pants were too tight to come off which was a turn off for me, and she had to call me a *fag* and I got hard (even before she called me that I was getting turned on) and I wore a bra while we did it too (which I see there is no problem with me wearing a bra while we did it, but I could be wrong). And the third/last time we did it, I was thinking of her calling me *fag* and I was getting turned on, but looking back I was too in deep with sissy hypno, femdom/humiliation influencing me by this time now. And this relationship was a messy one too, there was a lot of conflict going on between her and I, we were on and off again, we talked a lot of different sexual fetishes we had, overall looking back it was a twisted relationship, an unhealthy one. But we broke up for a total of 10 or more times in a course of a year. During these mini "break ups" I reactivated my sissy tumblr account (which didn't help any thing for me) and got more hooked and done weirder fetishes to this poison, I told her about my tumblr account and some weird fetishes I had. She was probably disgusted (so am I) but she was willing to do some of them, and at the end of 2016 a very close person left my life for good and that caused me to be in a depressive state till late in 2017. Then when 2017 came along I was completely indulged with this poison, her and I only communicated through facetime/text messaging and other social media stuff, because I isolated myself from the rest of the world because of that person left my life. So the only way I could relief that anxiety, anger and sadness if I watched more porn to self-medicated myself to fill that hole in my body. During all of this, I made at least 5 more tumblr accounts for sissy captions in 2017 and then I deleted them once I was done (I deleted them and then when i had an urge to watch more I made another tumblr account, so I fell in a cycle of making and deleting tumblr accounts).

Side note; Every time I got done watching these sissy hypno/femdom humiliation videos, I felt ashamed of myself and disgusted because I know I shouldn't be looking at that stuff.

Now its 2018, trying to restrain my self from any form of porn, because looking at the last few years I feel disgusted with myself and I know in my heart that I am not gay, and I know that I am attracted to women and what they have. But now my thoughts are telling me that I am gay and I find what women have is disgusting. So is this all the porn fault or am I really gay? Because I don't find any guy physically or emotionally attractive.

 

Mint, only you know what your true orientation is. But I would caution you that the stuff you've been watching can confuse one's thoughts, and only long-term abstinence is likely to give you a clear answer. Personally I think the fact that after being in a PMO haze, you feel disgusted and ashamed is a pretty clear indicator that this sissy stuff is more likely a fetishistic activity and not something which defines your core identity. My understanding is people who are truly trans tend to feel that way all day long (and often from a young age), so dressing up for them etc. just feels normal, as opposed being some kind of taboo turn-on. Tons of hypno suggestions however can make people confuse the two - in fact alot of it is intentionally constructed this way, which is why it's so psychologically dangerous. I do believe it is 100% reversible though, with time.

 

True, like when I was with my two ex girlfriends I knew who I was and it was pretty clear that I wasn't gay and I was pretty confident that I was straight, but I did noticed that after I stopped watching all of that poison, my anxiety increased and my intrusive thoughts increased and got strange after I stopped watching that poison. And it was a fetishistic activity because I needed more of pmo because I started at a young age and it increased throughout my life. And yeah people who are truly trans feel like they were born in the wrong gender feel like that since they were kids, and too they don't need any of that sissy/femdom stuff to help them realize it, even people who are gay don't need any of that stuff to help them realize their true orientation. And I totally agree with that it psychologically dangerous for anyone to watch it, and I also believe that its 100% reversible we all have to just to stay away from any form of pmo and especially that sissy poison.
I am currently reading an article about pmo addiction & mental health, if anyone is interested in reading just let me know and I will send you the link.

 

Hey guys. New to this site, but I want to dedicate my first post to this topic.

I'm 32 now and had different tastes in P over the past twenty years or so, beginning with magazine. That may be the nature of P, looking for something new.

I didn't really know how much this S. sh*t can affect you until I stumbled on a really bad file. I did a couple of days heavy listening until I realized what was happening by accident. I went "cold turkey" immediately, and I think that literally may have saved my life. I experienced heavy craving after a file created to destroy the listener (not even knowing what it is). Not exaggerating here. Will share in detail when I have more time to type.

Most of us get to this type of P by accident. But believe me, no matter how strong you think you are, just stay away from it. You'll save yourself a lot of trouble. Your thoughts and thought patterns get hijacked. It starts small and you think you don't like it, but you end up with the hard stuff in the end eventually.

If you went down that black hole, stop now and stay strong. Each step, no matter how small counts. The horrible negative effects will wear down and you will regain your life.

But in the first place, just stay the f*ck away from it.

 

Hmm interesting, I had no clue such hypno videos existed elsewhere. Even more interesting how the two are related in some ways. Would you say they work hand in hand?

 

Haven't read thread but going to weigh in here anyway.

I am homo. I only have a preference for other men, younger or older. I am attracted to their masculine aspects.

Amongst the 'bottom' segment of the gay top/bottom/versatile spectrum, some encounter this and think it would be a good idea to be 'feminised' or to try and imitate females as a way of enticing tops.

In all my relationship experiences. I have found this not to be the case. Tops prefer masculine bottoms.

The only people I have found who are attracted to feminised males, transgenders and so on are either other transgenders / feminised males / self described sissies, or men who homosexual but deeply in denial about it.

Becuase they cannot accept their preference for the same sex. They want to destructively encourage a healthy man / lad to start taking hormones, crossdressing and so on to become a 'sissy' so they can feel like they are 'straight.'

All forms of 'sissification' are destructive emotionally. This has been my experience in dating multiple males with various gender identity issues, some of which went to become "transgender" in varying degrees and then bounced back and returned to being 'cis' men when they experienced hormones, daily crossdressing, and so on for themselves.

 

Thanks for your input Auspicious, that's an informative perspective on the whole issue.

 

Yes, they work hand in hand. I remember not liking some things years ago. There was a site called C with D. Never found it appealing. But eventually you find a model appealing and slowly you start watching different P. Same thing with the sissy stuff. I thought it's ridiculous first. But after watching captions (extremely hot women with subliminal texts flashing) your mind gets altered with time. I remember watching a lot of TS P when being single. Maybe even more than regular P. You can shift from thinking something is disgusting to, oh that's great over time. And you start thinking it's your idea. As crazy as it sounds, I can confirm that. It's just a huge difference if YOU want something or somebody manipulates you to think so. P changes your mind over time. Even "vanilla" P.

Thanks for your input auspicious rarara!

 

Hello!

I just joined this forum because of this thread. I've seen this thread via Google before, but I didn't realize that it was still active nearly a year after it was started! (March 31, 2017)

For more background on me and this experience, see my reboot log here: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/my-frightening-sissy-hypno-induced-experience.155705/

So now that I've covered the necessary background, I 'll get to my terrifying Wednesday experience. The day started well. I worked on my investments, and then went to my job. I didn't view any porn, or sissy hypno. There were only positives. I expected more and better things to happen with women yesterday. However, as the day went on, my confidence began to go down the toilet, and I don't know why. On the bus ride home, I was checking out the women, and got attitude from one of them. That is something that would happen to me in the past, maybe 1-3 days after a fap, but never 8 or so days after a fap! I got off the bus and crossed the street. A guy rolled down the window of his car, and started yelling at me, but it was all non-sense, and unjustified. Moreover, it was extremely rare for anyone to mistreat me like that! I determined to remain confident, as I walked to Burger King for the cheap Whopper Wednesday meal, LOL. While in there, I notice a guy staring at me. I ignored him. Then while eating I look out the window and he is outside staring at me, smoking a cigarette, and waving at me. Oh my! I ignored him, but now I could clearly see what was wrong. I was giving off "sissy signals" to this guy. Worst yet, is that the more I thought about him, the hornier I started to become. In my mind, I began feeling that same pleasurable prostate buzz, that I usually feel whenever listening to sissy hypno. I continued to ignore him, and I made the intelligent choice to leave without going near the guy. Then as I was walking further home, another guy rolled down his window and started yelling at me about how I crossed the street. What? This never happens to me! What a terrifying experience Wednesday turned out to be!

As you can imagine, I'm frightened right now! I'm continuing to choose to take personal responsibility. I am blaming myself for what happened, and refusing to act like a victim. But I'm deeply concerned about this, because I figured that I'd should be more attractive to women after 9+ days of no masturbation, yet I'm feeling less masculine right now. What is going to happen to me today? Am I going to attract women today, or am I going to attract men? But I made a commitment to myself last night. I told myself that if I keep watching sissy hypno, that it's only a brief matter of time until the desire to act sissy becomes extremely intense, intense enough to make it harder for me to walk away when a man is expressing interest. Therefore, I told myself that any further choice to watch sissy hypno, femdom, etc., is 100% equivalent to making the choice to become gay. There is no more room any more for playing with this shit! Sissy hypno is not a game any-more! I thought it was a game. I thought I was too strong to be affected by it. But now I know just how dangerous it can be! I hope that I will attract women today instead of men, but I don't feel confident about it. I also hope that this will start to get better, instead of getting worse. It's frightening indeed, because though I am increasingly doing the right things, (no sissy hypno for almost 48 hours) these desires seem to be getting worse.

 

What I've been wondering lately, is just who are these "Daddies" who want to date these "sissies?" Moreover, what has always confused me is why anyone would prefer a sissified male, over a female? If you love femininity, why not go with the real deal, instead of a cheap imitation? But I think your post is helping me to answer these questions.

How long has it been since you stopped watching?

 

Get a "deprogram" file asap. I listen to Nimjas reset files and they work for me. Currently I stopped listening hypno for 7 days and am regaining a normal and happy life.

Please don't be stupid and take this thing with hypno files not serious. The files are designed to creep in at some point. Sometimes weeks later.

You noticed yourself, your thoughts got hijacked and probably events that lower your confidence trigger it for you. Dedicate yourself to quit P and hypno and get it out of your system. You have to want to get rid of it.

If you have triggers, deprogram them, link them to disgusting stuff, or consciously make them fade away. It takes effort but it works.

 

i went a 140 days then relapsed ,i relapsed to the hypno stuff again, i think a tramatic memory triggered the relapse, but anyways, i learned something while trying to grab a grip, trans P is very popular , mostly straight men they say is the viewers, i stumbled onto the biological nature of why this is growing trend, our biological state of mind is,as males when mating we see the female we get aroused but when we see another male we well get even more aroused , the biological reason behind that is basic competition we need to be more aroused to mate longer with the female, has nothing to do with homosexuality or anything, basic competition , so when you see a male who is stronger or attains the traits that attract females, an you find your self highly aroused remind yourself its to to the fact you need to have this hyped up sex drive for passing on your seed to the next female you next interact with, ok hope this helps,

 

Hi lostcloud. No big deal that you relapsed. Keep your heads up, today it's day 0 again.

Feel sorry about your traumatic event. Unfortunately life isn't always fair, but we need to keep going anyways. Deal with it and get back on track.

Regarding the hypno, stop immediately. If needed get a reset file. Actually I suggest you use a reset anyways as some suggestions creep in and show much later.

Wish you the best.