A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

Day 94/120..

 

Yesterday night I went a little bit too far with porn,
I spent about 2 hours on watching it and I ended up going to seep feeling weird and empty
(not sure if it was because of porn or because I was just a little bit hungry).
Just kidding haha.. But here's something interesting that I've noticed about nofap -

"NoFap" and all those benefits we're talking about, has a lot to do with our mentality and the way we see things rather than our day counter.
I mean, whenever you relapse and you tell yourself "I'm an idiot" , "I'm weak" , "I'm a pussy" and et cetera
eventually, you end up believing it and THAT'S THE POINT WHEN YOU BREAK DOWN.
That's why we feel sad and depressed all the time, because we believe that we are weak and stupid, it has nothing to do with porn or masturbation.

Yes, I relapsed to porn yesteerday (I didn't masturbate/edge though)
but instead of reseting my day counter and calling myself an idiot and a pussy I kept being calm.
Why? because I knew that the second I do that it's a game over for me.
I knew that it won't help me and that it'll only make me feel anxious and depressed
and guess what? I woke up today feeling 10 times happier and stronger.
(I still have the benefits of NoFap - Less anger, Full of energy, Internal happiness)

So, what am I going to do with my day counter now? (for those of you who wonder)
I decided to keep it and to stick to the plan of staying away from masturbation.

Sorry in advance for my grammar, english is not my native language.
I hope that I managed to motivate at least one guy here haha

 

I'm in I just need to reset again. Apparently I can't look at a glimpse of pornography in hard mode otherwise my mind will go back. To be honest guys I bought a Onahole, basically because I don't have a sex life at all. I did fap to it once, if I get more then 10 as well surpassing 5 likes I will throw it out. I really would just like to please a real woman and make her happy. Any tips or motivation I'm up for it.

 

Day 95/120..

 

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I don’t have any secret tips, but use NoFap as a boost to improve your whole life. Look for a good hobby, do positive things to improve your life etc. That’s it. If you’re able to improve your whole life and create a positive look on your life, then NoFap will become easier and easier. Stay strong man.

Keep it up. Keep fighting man. You’ll get closer and closer to where tou want to be.

 

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Day 96/120..

 

Day 21 MO free
I think that my sense of humor was increased

 

I recently hit my longest streak of 44 days (2x of my 2nd longest streak, 22 days. that's a lot of '2's)
It made me feel very different from before; I felt free of PMO and motivated to do other things, unlike at the start of the streak where I was struggling not to relapse on day 3.
Even though I've just relapsed, I still feel different from when I was super addicted. Like I'm not used to PMO; it isn't the old comfortable place I used to visit every day anymore.
Anyway, 44 days is one day short of the halfway mark of 90-days, which many people aim for.
So I'm going to challenge myself to go for 45 days this time.

Day 0/45

 

completed 25 days and relapsed now.

 

Day 0 of 30 (yes I know, 30 days is a very long time )

 

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Still an emotional roller coaster for me, though things are steadily getting better. I was heavily addicted and the process still frustrates me from time to time but my life is improving.

 

Day 97/120..

 

Day 1 of 30. I haven't been close to a relapse yet

 

RELAPSED on day 22.
Life is beautiful

 

Good realisation. After a long streak most people find it tough to keep away from PMO, so the coming days you should fight really hard. What I’ve experienced in my own life lately is that once you have a few good streaks in a row you get away a bit from PMO and it gets easier and easier over time because you grow stronger. You should keep going and you’ll get where you want to be one day. Stay strong!

Stay strong the coming days! It’s worth it.

Nice. Keep it up!

Nice to read. You’re such a motivation, and keep it up man!

Nice. Keep it up man. Almost triple digits!

Good. Keep fighting and fighting, you’ll only grow stronger!

Stay strong. Especially after a relapse. You have to see it as a part of the healing process.

 

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