A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

To be honest, i have just watched porn... And i felt really horny and felt like i am a loser at the same time... So i was able to turn it off... Haiz i will reset my day 0/7... But well let me keep my streak, please ...

 

Thanks for the encouragement. That streak had baby steps all the way (one day ahead for 12 days). One day complete was reward in itself.

Back to 0 again. Just did it so to speak.
0/1
Noticing that y-day and today were the most relaxed days after work for 2 weeks (i.e. not much which HAS to be done), which clearly contributed to the falls.

 

Day 87/90..

 

Checking in, haven't been on the forum in a while

139/150

 

I’m back. I’m on my phone right now, so I don’t know my exact day, but I’m glad to see all the positive messages and streaks. Keep it up!

 

Day 88/90..

 

Day 89/90..

 

I’m enjoying this thread a lot, and I will keep visiting it, but I’ve decided that for now I won’t be focusing much on my own number of days because it may destract me from my real goals. But it makes me happy to see the good work of all the people here! Keep it up.

Nice! Keep it up. 90 days is a great milestone.

 

Day 90/90..reached..next goal is 120..thank you all for ur support and encouragement..

 

Day 15!

 

Good job. But keep going. This is only the beginning.

 

Day 91/120..

 

Day 16.
I have a really important exam next week and I'm really stressed out because of it!
I woke up feeling drained and tired - the same feeling I used to get when I was fapping and watching porn.
I'm not worried about masturbation as I'm worried about passing this stupid exam :/
I know it's not the place but can someone pray for me please?
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Okey, I want to bust a nut really bad right now!
I know that it won't help me nor change the situation but I feel like this stress is beyond my powers..
It kinda reminds me my previous relapse when I was on day 47, I wish I could avoid it.
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It's currently 10PM in my place and I didn't relapse/edge hooray!
I was working around the house, washing the dishes, making myself some food and watching TV in order to distract myself..
Hopefully, tomorrow it'll get easier!

I turned this post into a little journal, sorry in advance.

 

Will do mate. You’ve done a great job today. Keep it up and use this victory as an inspiration for coming challenges.

 

Day 92/120..

 

Day 17.
Last night was horrible for me!
I just couldn't stop thinking about sex and those thoughts didn't let me to fall asleep.
It also made me to fantasize about things in context of sex that I shouldn't fantasize about.
Today, (surprisingly) I woke up feeling really good and happy.
Hopefully it will stay like this for the rest of the day.
p.s - I had 3 semens drops today (not something that bothers me too much, I just hope that it'll help to decrease my horniness levels)

Thank you bro, I really appreciate that.

 

Back here again. 3/4 (on day 4 today).

 

Day 93/120..

 

Edit: 0/1

 

Day 19.
I watched porn today but I'm not going to reset my counter.
I still feel the same benefits that I had before (extremely good mood, full of energy, less anger and more calm)
I'll just stick to staying away from masturbation & edging