silex_jedi

Fapstronaut, Male, from Coruscant

why does porn seem so engaging? i mean... more than anything else at all? >:-( May 6, 2024 at 2:18 PM

silex_jedi was last seen:: May 8, 2024 at 10:40 AM

1. silex_jedi
  are any of you fapstronauts preparing for Lent?
  
  Feb 11, 2024
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  2. Khufu
    you mean that stuff that gets stuck to my laundry??
    
    Feb 15, 2024
  3. silex_jedi
    @Khufu no the i meant the period that's before Easter, in the christian tradition.
    
    Feb 21, 2024
    
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2. silex_jedi
  100
  
  Jan 28, 2024
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  2. _Rasha_
    Wow great job
    
    Feb 1, 2024
    
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  3. silex_jedi
    @_Rasha_ thank you very much, it wasn't obvious to get there.
    
    Feb 1, 2024
3. silex_jedi
  reached the symbolic 90 days. i try to apply what abstinence taught me elsewhere.
  
  Jan 18, 2024
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4. silex_jedi
  80 days of abstinence. may i go the other way when headed towards what i flee from.
  
  Jan 8, 2024
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5. silex_jedi
  merry Christmas everyone!
  
  Dec 27, 2023
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6. Giga_chad
  How you deal with urge at nights?
  
  Dec 23, 2023
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  2. silex_jedi
    i don't know. i just pray every night to get as awake as i can if it happens and do the exact opposite of submitting if it happens. i'm afraid because i might not sleep that night, but i accept it might be the price it did not happen but it was close sometimes. so far so good.
    
    Dec 27, 2023
7. silex_jedi
  i just hope that how i feel now is the sign of a hole in my psyche that a decade of porn overuse created in my mind.
  
  Dec 19, 2023
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8. silex_jedi
  thanks to the workout, i can feel not lousy, i don't feel great but it should takes less effort to get there.
  
  Dec 18, 2023
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9. silex_jedi
  no urge but too tired. nonetheless i should be careful.
  
  Dec 13, 2023
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  2. Buddhabro2.0
    Take in everything from the perspective that it is in service of your overcoming this addiction.
    
    Dec 15, 2023
    
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  3. silex_jedi
    @Buddhabro2.0 thanks bro, that's the goal.
    
    Dec 15, 2023
    
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10. silex_jedi
  stupid urge but i must learn to behave properly with it.
  
  Dec 10, 2023
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11. silex_jedi
  50 days. all "one day at a time". i only have today.
  
  Dec 9, 2023
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12. silex_jedi
  i've succeeded NNN 2023 (first time ever i think)... however was this really a wet dream or more (the night before the last)?
  
  Dec 1, 2023
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  2. Deleted Account
    Congratulations on completing NNN!
    
    Dec 1, 2023
    
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  3. silex_jedi
    @Danny Libido thank you very much!
    
    Dec 1, 2023
    
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13. silex_jedi
  i'm 40 days in recovery, in some chronic emotional pain but never been so grateful. weird.
  
  Nov 29, 2023
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  2. Deleted Account
    A sweet and sour victory! Good work!
    
    Nov 29, 2023
    
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  3. silex_jedi
    @Danny Libido like onion chips
    
    Nov 30, 2023
    
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14. silex_jedi
  i'm tired may i not go in automatic mode in my sleep. if you know what that is!
  
  Nov 24, 2023
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15. silex_jedi
  i'm glad to be where i am now. but tomorrow will challenge my nerve. so have a great 24h people!
  
  Nov 22, 2023
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16. silex_jedi
  it's hard to understand how i got to those 29 days.
  
  Nov 18, 2023
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  2. silex_jedi
    it's hard for me to see what i do differently. a lot of it seems to be my state i'm in and not letting myself get in a state where i fail, but... that state can happen.
    
    Nov 18, 2023
    
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  3. Heypleasehelpme
    I feel u
    
    Nov 18, 2023
    
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17. silex_jedi
  i just want not to fail tonight. good night.
  
  Nov 3, 2023
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18. silex_jedi
  the only thing i want tonight is to be sleep and only sleep.
  
  Oct 27, 2023
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19. silex_jedi
  why does my brain think it's ok to give in? :'(
  
  Oct 11, 2023
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20. silex_jedi
  this monday afternoon i want to be able to say "i did not search for porn".
  
  Sep 30, 2023
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