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Confession - I compulsively edged yesterday. No MO and having sex are a success, but the after sex urges were too much. I don't want to May 12, 2024 at 10:19 AM

+TenPercent was last seen:: May 13, 2024 at 9:26 AM

1. +TenPercent
  Day 9. Erotic dreams last night. Strong, strong urges and deep cravings this morning.
  
  Jun 7, 2021
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2. +TenPercent
  Day 8 without O. Feel like I'm getting back in the saddle. But, at the same time, highly distracted by women in summer clothing.
  
  Jun 6, 2021
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  3. Mr Rn
    Once you get past the thought of people only give a fuck about themselves you can start understanding a lot more things and be more composed
    
    Jun 7, 2021
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Considering what I have seen during the pandemic . . . most people only give a fuck about themselves.
    
    As for women, many are modest / considerate and/or well dressed. But there are certainly some who are very intentionally "dressed to kill"
    
    Jun 7, 2021
    
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  5. Mr Rn
    Even for all women, I mean, it's normal. I do it too, although I try not to reveal it. Women that dress well, I have respect for, but Everyone goes about their own ways at the end of the day.
    Ig the only solution is to be yourself
    
    Jun 7, 2021
    
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 7 without O, day 131 without MO or P. Thought of making love to my gf, but worried I'll get stuck in this cycle of O'ing and PE.
  
  Jun 5, 2021
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4. +TenPercent
  Day 5 without O. Had the thought today that M might be a good idea . . . but, despite that, I also feel like I'm getting back on track
  
  Jun 3, 2021
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 4 without O, day 128 without P or MO . . . but who's counting? Bummed about having 3 O's in 3 weeks, even if they weren't from M.
  
  Jun 2, 2021
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6. +TenPercent
  Today was rough. Working holidays is rough. Every place that's open is slammed. God bless the poor souls who work such days
  
  May 31, 2021
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 1. Yay. 125 days without P or MO though I have M'd (edging) and have had a few O's (but not from M).
  
  May 30, 2021
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8. +TenPercent
  O is me, O is me. Failed karezza attempt. Even when it's from sex, I feel crushed when I have an O. Day 0 of no O. 124 days no P or MO.
  
  May 29, 2021
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  2. modern milarepa
    Yeah, karezza rules. Keep trying, you'll see no O sex is 100 times better than regular sex
    
    May 29, 2021
    
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9. finite
  Hey dude! Keep up the momentum. Glad you are still enthusiastic and sticking to your goals. (it's k*** by the way)
  
  May 28, 2021
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  2. +TenPercent
    Thanks, finite! It really means a lot when someone takes notice of my hard work and reaches out to say "keep going, you're doing great!"
    That made my day. :)
    
    May 29, 2021
10. +TenPercent
  Day 7. Crushed and humiliated by my involuntary emission. But I have a new AP now and must stay active and strong to help her recover. :)
  
  May 28, 2021
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  2. +TenPercent
    That, and delayed chasers. Zero urges after that mortifying experience. But life goes on and when the chaser hit, it hit hard!
    
    May 28, 2021
    
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11. +TenPercent
  Day 0. Involuntary orgasm. Feeling utterly empty, drained (literally) and humiliated. Eating ice cream
  
  May 21, 2021
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12. +TenPercent
  Day 7 without an O. I could so easily slip into fantasies and edging. Must needs be careful . . . constant vigilance!
  
  May 21, 2021
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13. +TenPercent
  This day has flown by! Another day almost done. 6 days of no O, 115 days no P or MO. Less chaser today, but still some icky feelings/urges.
  
  May 20, 2021
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14. +TenPercent
  Device on. Not really feeling urges at the moment, but with the chaser effects I've had, figure its better safe than sorry.
  
  May 19, 2021
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15. +TenPercent
  Single digits are so rough. Day 5 of no O. Will I be out of the chaser effect soon? Part of me wants to O and restart the chaser - eek!
  
  May 19, 2021
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  2. vxlccm
    You can do it. Push through and things will settle out!
    
    May 19, 2021
    
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  3. Rents77
    Same 5th day, so I know the feeling. Keep it going! :)
    
    May 19, 2021
    
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16. +TenPercent
  113 days of no P or MO, but only 4 days since the last O. Chaser effect hitting hard as ever. It's the orgasms that keep me trapped in lust.
  
  May 18, 2021
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17. +TenPercent
  Day 3 of no O, 112 days of no P or MO. Struggling. Chaser effect. Craving another O and very tempted to M. Very busy . . . that helps.
  
  May 17, 2021
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18. +TenPercent
  Back on day 1 of no O, 110 days of no P or MO. Had an O during sex last night. Semen retention when your girlfriend wants you to O is hard!!
  
  May 15, 2021
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  2. +TenPercent
    *Trigger Warning* - I tried my hardest not to O, pulling out after a few pumps to let it calm down. Worked for a few minutes but I crossed the line at some point - pulled out when I thought I was about to cum . . . held back for another second or two and then it all came out - a 20 day load of cum shooting all over the bed! :O
    
    May 15, 2021
  3. +TenPercent
    I'm feeling more acceptance and appreciation than regret. It feels really nice to have great sex like that and to satisfy my partner and, most importantly, to connect. But there's also something really hot about having an orgasm that is totally out of your control, about fighting it with all you got and being overwhelmed by orgasm. :)
    
    May 15, 2021
19. +TenPercent
  20 days no O, 109 days no P or MO. Strong urges and anxiety today. Days off are sometimes harder than work days!
  
  May 14, 2021
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  2. +TenPercent
    Chastity device on. Even this is no guarantee, but the urges and anxiety are so strong that I don't trust myself. Part of me is CRAVING to fail and give in to the urges!
    
    May 14, 2021
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    It might happens to everyone who is trying to get rid. Perhaps on the next days i might go through this.
    
    May 14, 2021
    
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20. +TenPercent
  Was on the edge of losing it for a few hours at work today. So much stress . . . and excitement . . . and caffeine and sugar. Perfect storm
  
  May 13, 2021
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  2. Nathan Harris
    You are doing great. Keep fighting!
    Stay Strong and Stay Motivated
    
    May 14, 2021
    
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Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)
0 unauthorized voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 4) in 2023 vs 18/22 in 2022 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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