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What's your streak focused on recovering from anyway? Porn? I suggest looking out for her and asking her how she feels about the relationship you're in with her,before it goes south and there's no turning back by then.

Did you say in a past comment that you are using a chastity device during a reboot?

I have used one at times. It has helped at times. It works if I'm in the right mindset. Other times it can be triggering, so I have to be careful

@modernstore99 I didn't really talk to her about shit like that but I definitely had an idea of where she came from. A "bad" place. She is someone I showed sympathy to and might have pitied at some point because of how she explained her life's choices. I'm glad I don't have any sissy porn fetishes but I did have some shit fetish 3 months back but that is from the past. I'm good now.

Why don't you ask?

You seem obsessed with your dick. Have you tried to shift your focus away from it. It doesn't seem conducive to recovery from addiction.

Yes, yes. Simply having a penis is a secret and shameful thing. Nobody wants to see it or hear about it, just like they don't want to hear about our buttholes or the consistency of our stools.
As kids we are tormented by our peers if our nose is too small, our ears too big or if we are short. Eventually we get over it. Might I find peace if it were not a secret?

I am new to this
What is. MO? forgive me for such a question?

MO = Masturbation to Orgasm

I worked notes for a very long time

It's rough

Just hang in there, brother. It will fade off after a while.

Good effort! And yeah hang in there. Talk to someone if u need to.

Nothing gives more stress than hiding for the dealing with real life stress.

Get Busy and it will work out

I know that edging feeling at times when driving or doing lower body excercises
Being a Bible student, I can focus on a pertinent topic in Bible..
Edging goes away

Just. Don't. Binge! Wipe off your shoulders and keep going.

You did this before. You can do it again.

Okay, on we go. Stay aware now.

First step completed. :)

Yeah, I've definitely considered resetting my counter. The porn has been very corrosive, and it's certainly been more than just the occasional "peek". Hmm . . .
I'm at 87 days without masturbation, or at least without MO. Ugh. I've even slipped there. Resetting my counter might feel like an excuse to PMO. And I have not MO'd to P in almost three years!

Don't make it an excuse then. Stay strong and don't let your streak rot,my man. Stay strong.

Revisit your strats. Replan if needed. See the future, Believe, Execute.
You got this man.

I've done a shite job of moderating my caffeine and sugar intake lately. Lots of areas that need improvement, but I'll start with something simple: no Coke for 30 days . . . and no candy. That means no other sodas. Some sugar is okay (for now) but if I'm gonna have some sugar let it be something really good, not cheap candy.

Ah, okay. Crisis averted. Hope restored.
I couldn't find anything at all from @Excamgirl and feared that NoFap had deleted ALL content. @Thors I was honestly afraid I might get tagged just for writing her username. Seems a bit silly now.

I did look at some really bad sissy porn and flooded my brain with dopamine & damaging messages. But at least I did not touch! Still at 83 days without masturbation. It's something, though sometimes I wonder with porn and fantasy. My brain needs to be able to heal.

You were almost there too. Better luck next time.

hope. :(