Please [still enslaved to this loneliness]

This song articulates my pain...



Please don't leave
Whisper some peace to me
I weep
Please don't go
Give me some hope today
Have you ever been alone all by yourself
Even when someone else is near you
Sometimes they seem so far away
And nothing can comfort you
No nothing
Dear God make me a bird today
So maybe I could fly away
From all this pain that fathered me
I feel like an old man and I'm still under age
Yeah the rags of my heart are silently bleeding
Like loons crying, the sound is eerie
Like slaves longing to be shaded
The lamp is bright but the metal is faded
I know that sometimes you win
But most of the time I get this feeling that I'm losing
And the cruel, cruel essence of loneliness
I believe this must be my portion in life
If there really is a hereafter and after all
Maybe a moment of grace could bring the gates of heaven near
I wish someone could tell me, have I wept these tears in vain?
But even then there's this loneliness
This loneliness
So please don't leave
Be kind to me
Please
I weep
And please don't leave, believe in me
Please
Feel like I'm swinging to and fro
Like a pendulum or a metronome
If you swing too close to the edge you know
They say that usually you will swing alone
Swing alone, yeah
Dear God make me a leaf today
Because deep inside there's so much pain
So maybe I could float away
While the wind is old and still at play
Put your wisdom and pride down and feel
It's an old cliché be brave and bold
When you step out onto the plank
You've got to forget about how much weight it holds
I know that sometimes you win
But most of the time I get this feeling that I'm losing
And the cruel, cruel lessons of loneliness
I believe this must be my portion in life
Why is it taking me so long to find love
They all wanna know
Have I been completely healed
But the chains are still attached
They lie rusted on the floor
Still enslaved to this loneliness
This loneliness
Is anybody out there at all that understands the pain?
This loneliness gets in your mind
Almost makes you feel insane
Feel insane
Madness
Almost makes you feel insane
Can hardly think on the inside
Is there anybody, anybody out there at all?
Anybody, anybody?
Yea-ea-ea-ah
Anybody, anybody, anybody.
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I appreciate your empathy @Foxtrot12.

 

Thank you Warren. The fact you feel the pain in my heart within yourself, is tremendously powerful and a great comfort.

Hurt by society? Yes, for sure. But nothing society has done comes close to the hurt I experienced from my father!

 

I helps that you can relate bizket. You are right, helping others does mitigate the loneliness a little. Great picture dude!

 

an old amish proverb
Thee lift me, and I'll lift thee, and we shall ascend together.

 

Society has been a filthy sh*t?... So what?... We have each other right here. A place when i have wrote things that i wouldn't dare to say anywhere else for fear of being given the "eye"... Here we are supportive with each other. We are all here if you need us...

It's time to bury the past and build a better future for ourselves...

Do you want a shovel?

 

Do you wanna know why we are alone?... Because right now we are broken and in pain... We are too much intense and too much deep right now...

Let's heal ourselves and the company will come


Patience my friends...

 

Dear @Lucid™, Thank you for your lovely words. I am afraid I am a terribly flawed human being, but I appreciate your kind words. I somehow missed this when you posted it and I have only just read it. So I send apologies with belated thanks.