YeH. That's a hard place to come back from. And a fundamental problem with virgins. They have no frame of reference. So do you think his comments are b/c of his PA or maybe b/c he may be intimidated by his lack of experience?
Sure, as soon as I figure out what story to tell my Covenant Eyes accountability partners about why I was looking up stripper poles in Google Images.
OMG Lol!!! And make her look like Debra Paget! Yeah I guess though that even if you only drove a farari, a souped up photoshopped pinto would look appealing.
I could be wrong, but I think it might be more that he doesn't feel like he deserves the Ferrari. And maybe he doesn't?
I feel like so much damage has been done. I have no idea how to move forward. It has been 10 weeks and it is still horrible. He is a good man, but he has wrecked me. When we went to Maui recently, I showed him my bikini and he looked at me with disgust. These things happened so much I have such a wound.
Anyone would, that is terrible. I'm sorry that you are trying so hard and he is just digging it deeper. That is a helpless feeling.