Day 35 without Masturbation. Day 5 without edging. All this despite having a VERY difficult day yesterday. I would have liked to check out.
Well I got some good news. With the money that I am going to get, I don't paid until Friday, I will be able to get an apartment.
AKU SUDAH MEMBLOKIR SEMUA KEMUNGKINAN, TETAPI INI GARA GARA SUASANA YANG SEPI DAN HP. APAKAH ADA YANG PUNYA SARAN
hai turkey utsman, aku bangga sama progressmu. oke sekarang kamu nemuin challenge selanjutnya: kesepian. waktunya kamu ngerti kalo sama Tuhan, kamu bisa curcol tentang apapun. pengen punya teman? coba doa. perjalananmu bakal diwarnai banyak hal amazing yang Tuhan mau lakukan untuk kamu. semangat ya. i am proud of you.
SAYA BERMIMPI DI HARI KE LIMA, INI SESUATU YANG BAIK. TETAPI AKU KAMBUH JADI AKU HARUS MEMULAINYA LAGI DARI AWAL
One method I've found to be helpful is..whenever I get an urge..I imagine that my private part is in a very cold region
Day 16 retain Day 9 no pmo. Feeling stuff changing in my head. Feeling energy. Skin sensation feels different. Much thoughts of porn
But interception the thoughts and cravings and be a boss of my thoughts. Thinking about why i quit. and what i want to achieve instead of fapping my time away. 5 times and hour my thoughts direct to pr0n +/-
Nofap point system that I came up with. 7 days equals 0 points. 8 days equal 1 points. Basically anything below a week is below baseline.
Hi Roady. I am really encouraged to find your post. I've been in in person recovery (mostly 12 step) for years and have struggled. I see a therapist and have been getting deeper with him which is good. But after a big gooning/sissy relapse this past weekend I decided to look on here to see if anyone has experienced the same things. I hope to read your posts and be encouraged.
Hey man, welcome here in the first place. S1ssy p0rn is really degrading as you experiencing. I hope my journal will be an inspirational help for you in your recovery! It's truly possible to overcome that s1ssy fet1sh. Youtube also has good content about overcoming SP.
