Relapsed. Hate this finals week. Done getting low sleep, being unable to hit the gym, and relapsing. Finishing all spring coursework tmrw.
I have been jogging and exercising. However, every time I finish a workout, I feel tired and urge to PMO, especially when I'm alone. Why?
I lapsed again today. I looked at porn video while home alone -- AFTER CHURCH. I feel miserable, defeated, hypocritical. I was feeling joy.
Rebooting with my wife having metastatic breast cancer. We can't have intercourse. I "test the plumbing" because I'm Insecure with ED.
I'm a female, AFAB, who is highly supportive of NoFap as a movement, and highly opposed to PMO cycle/addiction.
Feel good about nofap rn. But I’m dealing with lots of work until Tuesday evening. Don’t let stress get you. Action is worry’s worst enemy.