would anyone try escort?

It isn’t the morality... It just doesn’t worth it if you care about you in a selfish way ... Stay away or get addicted and possibly broke

 

It’s not P nor M, is a more expensive drug

 

I was close at a point in time in my life a few years back; god was there and did everything in gods power to stop it. Maybe if I'm 50 have no girlfriend or clue in life yet like I am right now.

I don't understand how Thailand does it where its legal. How diseases aren't spread around like wild fire is beyond me.

 

That’s me. I have seen them for about 1 year and it’s never enough. I recognize planning your escort visit on a pay day. I have spent almost 2 months pay on using escorts.

 

I have gotten an escort once or twice, same with going to a massage parlor, I think maybe I went twice.

None of it was worth it at all! I was so nervous and couldn't enjoy it, and without the feelings and intimacy it was so lackluster and boring. It was a cold shallow experience that wasent enjoyable.

But in my mind it seems like it would be perfect, you pay somebody and you get sex when you want it. But the reality of the experience is just so different and so uncomfortable for me. So I forced myself to get a prostitute even when I feel it wasent right for me, I ignored my feeling and trusted only my thoughts which lead me into getting into those experiences