I'm curious as to what the root of all of your problems are. I'm posting this topic for discussion, as well as to help newer members find their own problem. Personally, I have a few different reasons for my addiction. One of which being insecurity. As a kid, I was a social recluse and incredibly timid. Pornography helped me cope with that and with the bad things that happened to me. Another reason why is because pornography was a release and a taboo thrill for me. The high you get from the risk of getting caught doing something you aren't supposed to do is a thing I struggled with for years, even when I didn't know it was bad. A manifestation of this is when I was younger, I loved trespass hiking. Trespass hiking is exactly what it sounds like, hiking on private property. The thrill of the possibility of getting caught or chased made it even better to me. I also enjoyed trespass fishing, particularly at night. I know now that these behaviors are in reality extremely dangerous to my health and life, as well as being morally wrong and criminal, so I abstain. There are literally endless triggers as to why you can struggle with pornography. Let's share our triggers and causes simply for conversation, but also to help people that don't know their triggers and the reasons that hide behind their addiction.