Vanilla (Potential Triggers)

This is HORRIBLE!

How sad that us PA's have taken what should be a pure, beautiful, pleasant, rewarding and bonding activity and turned it into a messed up mind game for you SO's. Even if we recover, I don't know if YOU will ever fully recover, which in my mind is the saddest part of all.

As for my SO, and all you who are hurting, doubting, hoping... I am truly sorry for what we have done. If there was any way I could undo the hurt and harm we caused to you, I would give my life to do it.