Good evening Fapstronauts. I am writing to you to tell you that I have been trying to complete a 90 day reset since 2013. I’ve been pmo’ing since 1997. That’s right, back in the days when I had to wait for a still image of porn to load on a dial up connection. I have been dating the woman who would become my wife since 1998. I pmo’ed and maintained a regular sexual relationship for years. In 2011 I got my first smart phone and within a year my sexual life with my wife started to disappear. By 2012 I was unable to perform with my wife. I loved her so much, but I was unable to get hard anymore. By 2013 I was unable to perform without ed meds. I was 32 years old. We went from the summer of 2013 to 2018 without sex. I was addicted to porn on my phone. In 2014 I discovered NoFap. I tried for several years to complete a full 90 days without PMO. I went through many attempts with dead periods where I would crack and PMO. Finally, I decided late in 2017 that this was it. I must try and perform with my parter, the love of my life, or risk everything. She had survived breast cancer and a double mastectomy and put so much faith in me. I was a “boob” guy and I questioned whether she could get me sexually aroused anymore. I’m happy to report that after a 90 day reset, this woman that I have always loved did again get me aroused. After giving up porn I’ve found her so sexy and again the object of my desire. In February of this year, for the first time since 2013 I was able to get hard with my partner. I just found out last week that she is pregnant. I’m going to have a baby with the woman who is the love of my life. I now no longer desire porn. We have had sex multiple times a week since then and I can’t tell you guys how great it is to feel like a man again. It’s amazing and it’s all because I kept trying for years and failing but not giving up. Don’t ever give up. I’m going to be a daddy with this beautiful powerful wonderful woman all because of nofap.
