Transexual porn addiction

I did 90 days during the summer, so I think I can do it.

I did 90 plus days during summer so I think I can do it and yes.praying to God is always a good idea

 

I agree with most everything that has been written here. My story is similar. I started out with "vanilla" porn. I remember when the raunchiest stuff that I could find was Playboy Magazine. When the internet came along I jumped into it big time. The same "vanilla" porn no longer did it for me and I kept searching out raunchier stuff which eventually let me to transwoman porn. I met with a couple of transwoman escorts years ago. Felt terrible after but kept on with the porn habit. As others who had an addiction to transwoman porn I do not consider myself gay. I tried unsuccessfully to quit in the past. Found this site, jumped on the train and I'm not looking back. I'm currently on my 49th day of Monk Mode. It has not be easy but it is getting easier for me and has certainly been worth it. Make the choice, brother. Decide that you are worth more than your porn habit.

God bless you.

 

Brother, it's not negative, it's realistic. This type of porn is like IV drug use. Would you tell a heroin addict "just be determined and you'll never come back to it"? The difference is that you can get narcotics out of your system, but porn images can stay in your head for years. I was clean for years and thought I was "cured". Then life got tough and my mind immediately started seeking out the same escapes I once relied upon. I started not caring anymore and I knew I was going to relapse, and at the time, it seemed like there was nothing I could do to stop it. This is a legit addiction and we must give it all the seriousness it warrants.

 

Wise post. Thanks

 

Give yourself all the seriousness you warrant as well. It's ok to fail, but make sure that it is temporary. We exercise regularly to keep the body in condition..it is the same with eveything else.

 

Thank you for sharing. I am in a similar situation, I have escalated to transexual porn and also had sex with two transexual escorts. At first, I found that genre repulsive, but I needed something more intense than 'vanilla' porn, so I found CEI and that gave me a new kind of excitement, then that wasn't enough and suddenly transexual porn wasn't as repulsive. I believe that you can 'train' yourself to get off to anything if you gradually expose yourself to different genres. I have read a few experiences from other users that after a reboot those strange fetishes become weaker and eventually go away, let's stay strong. Good luck with your journey!

 

I have recently overcome the addiction but I had the same experience where porn led to transsexual porn which eventually led to being with transsexual escorts. I have been with at least 20 if not more in the past 10 years. A few of them I visited a few times and didn't pay because it was so enjoyable. Enjoyable in the excitement and the lead-up to the encounter. But it always had the same endings of guilt and shame that would linger for a few days. And then the residual cloud of questioning my sexuality. I know the addiction. The porn is the gateway. Nothing against transsexuals because the beautiful ones are the goddesses of porn and sex. Aka them being like heroine comparison is often used. Stay strong. It was and is the hardest thing to get over in my recovery.

 

I would say you have to really want to kick the addiction to start to address it. The problem for me and probably most men is that transwomen turn us on and for me turn me on so much. Porn is really bad for our minds. I stumbled across transwoman porn,

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but had always watched porn with sexy women which always had cocks and cumshots in it. Females are also very arousing and I do not watch gay porn and dont like seeing the men or find men arousing at all. Its the combination of a stunning/ sexy female,lingerie,make up, big hard cock/balls and the sperm that makes me the most aroused. So when I see transwomen I see a women, but with the added cock and cum, which I realise I like now, its a very difficult fantasy to get out of my mind. I have gone periods where Ive thought Ive got over transwomen, but then I go out get drunk and the next day all I think about is some dirty act with a transwoman and I watch them again and wank a few loads out. transwomen can look so much like women these days and are very feminine which is a massive turn on but with a full functioning cock.

If they looked like guys with wigs on and a dress on I wouldnt be aroused at all. Im at a crossroads at the moment. I think not having a girlfriend for long periods is what has made me find transwoman porn, so I think it would help to beat this is to improve all areas of my life and find an arousing girlfriend that I enjoy being with.

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At the moment its too easy to lose myself watching transwoman solo wanking vids and fantasise about sucking their cock and have them climax in my mouth.

 

Your last sentence might not be helpful to some people. Take some time off pornography see what the results are. Good luck.