Day 6 I have a lot going on right now, getting set up with college while working full time and planning out the next decade to try to get a degree. I admit that all of it is intimidating, I am working through my fears as I brace my nerves for the future.
Day 3 I relapsed on Sunday. I just started school, have been waking up earlier every morning, sometimes at 3am. I've been too busy to be distracted by urges to relapse, I am busy almost the entire day. I suspect that the weekend will be different, having homework will help fill the time and provide some supportive structure.
Day 0 after 12 days. Had to get rid of the stress tension in my brain due to shit happening in life. Barely feel a loss but Zen Oh has stripped me down to default strength. Time to build back my spirit as a warrior.
Thanks bro, shit got better again so I can start the stress of building another streak again. But I tell you mo'ing twice really sucks and I'd rather be celibate again so here we go, day 1.
You can do it Reset, one day at a time. Day 4 Feeling a bit under the weather. Relapsed back on Sunday.
It seems like you got hit by the chaser effect. You're absolutely correct, MO'ing twice does suck and no one should do it. Try your best not to relapse more than one time or else you will feel VERY tired throughout the day. Also remember this: you can either let failure define you, destroy you or strengthen you, keep going because the good days are ahead
@Uvuvwevwevwe Twice in one day or back to back relapses are very draining. Personally I get bad dead eye from either, my eyes feel heavy like they're falling from my head. Day 6 I am going strong, it's easier not to relapse when you're overwhelmed by problems that pop up everywhere. My area got covered in ice, tens of thousands of folks lost power in winter weather, and I am struggling emotionally. My fapstinence is going strong at the moment, the shitstorm is a potent distraction from the desire to watch porn. I was watching Bill Maher last night and he said the young folks aren't having sex enough according to scientific american. According to that source the culprit to blame is social media and excessive porn use. That was a nice wake up call for me. I feel like any insight I have here is only validated by tangible progress. One day at a time. Stay vigilant my fellow super saiyan aspirants.
Yessir, exactly. Just take it one day at a time , the good days are coming. I was always mindlessly scrolling on Instagram so I deleted it. Besides IG, I have no social media and I tell my well-being has certainly improved. Social media truly is unhealthy, besides there is a lot of triggers on IG, it's not good.
Day 8 Just got power back and have to grab some groceries to replace all the food that spoiled. Luckily enough the pipes didn't burst. I am staying fap free, halfway to Saiyan Warrior. One step, one day at a time.
