Day 1 done!!!! Loved the day! I got praised by my boss today for the work done by me. I spent quality time with my family. I watched a great movie. It is only the beginning!
Day 4 - Started all the routines that help to keep me healthy and happy. When I relapsed it all went out the window. lol Really, its nice to have a place to voice all this out loud. I'm grateful for the Temple.
Yeah, I have found the same. For me relapse often seems to come from apathy. When I convince myself that I don't care whether or not I use porn, it means I don't care about any of my other healthy habits either and then they go down like dominoes after I relapse.
Day 80, Jedi Master So I had a failure today. I unfortunately discovered an "underwear" option in the video game I was playing and before I knew it I had all of my female characters set to it. And then I closed the game and started searching for images of sexually enticing mods from the same game. It took several minutes before I was able to tear myself away. I'm not going to reset my counter because I generally don't consider a failure a relapse unless I actually fap, but... darn. I need to be careful because something like this is usually the first step towards a full relapse.
