The 90 Day Run - Venting

Javon,
Just getting mentally ready:
This will be the longest I will be without PMO since I was a little kid, just to examine my life, which always resembled a long run (or jog). As a lover of music I remember what Erykah Badu once said in her song -Time's A Wasting. She says "Run baby, Run Brother, But Where You Running To And Who You Running From". To me this seems to be the best possible way to examine myself.
-Where I'm running to in life with this is simple, a better version of a self I've expected since I was a kid. The freedom, confidence, courage, and charisma. A super natural me. This is the goal. I always inspired people growing up, with art, or sports, music, or anything I did. I believe everyone has this power to effect each other in a positive way, to be better.
-Who I'm running from is in the form of an urge, vibe, sense, or feeling that I've been giving into over the years. After being overcome by the act I'd look and noticed that this isn't the me I like, complaining to myself that this isn't what I want. Convicted by guilt, discouragement, shame, and dishonesty. Though my friends come looking for me nowadays, I was seeking to be alone knowing that this vibe isn't what they deserved to be around. This isn't the me I love. This version of me has to die, in order for me to truly love those who love me.

Erykah Badu - Mama's Gun "Time's A Wastn"

 

Thanks and I'm glad to hear from someone alike, Lets move it.

 

Aye MEEK IN TRUTH get outta here. You lame for that thanks for the motivation.

 

BeautyForAshes I'll see you at the top fam.