No matter how limp i become or how many times i fap during the day I still get insanely hard to Spoiler Black on White Videos and orgasm hard even if there is no semen, specifically If i focus on certain scenes in the videos, like bjs or a close up of the penis etc. Ive been doing it to vanilla stuff lately and avoiding any of the stuff i mentioned above but today I couldnt even get hard to vanilla hardcore videos.
your mind wants that other thing more because its trained to like it now after all that input. Reboot yourself and maybe your fetish will disappear.