Porn made me into a rapist (sort of)

Well, I did tbh lol. If you have to try to get laid, its over. There was a time were I asked girls out and used tinder. All i got was fake numbers, flaking, etc.

 

you cant just admit that and be put to jail lol. someone has to press charges and she didnt because she felt i wasnt worth it

 

That is proof God is looking out for you, i believe he is keeping you from disobeying him by keeping it away from you. Focus on improving yourself and escaping this mindset of yours and one day you will be worthy of finding a wife and getting laid.

 

you wont know unless you try, which i know for a fact you wont.

 

it is proof that god has chosen me to be a virgin like he did with others

 

why humiliate myself more?

 

because you wont shut up about being guilty and deserving to be in jail, if you believe that than go to the police and ask them to lock you up, if not shut the hell up.

 

great point, he can go to jail and repent, and also lose his virginity!.

 

i have problem with wet dreams despite having a 5 month streka and desptie beggining PMO when I 20

 

wet dreams are 100% fine and natural.

 

wet dreams=weak prefonrtal cortex=bad genetics

 

you lose semen which is life force so you bascially get weaker

it means that you lose awareness in your sleep and your limbic sysem takes over. strong men still have some degre e of awareness when asleep and will wkae up when overheating, having erection, thristy etc.

 

https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/7pt7rc/the_science_of_wet_dreams_wet_dreams_unplugged/

 

But i lose semen from wet dreams so i cant achieve my true form

ejacu;ation via sex produces other chemicals that are not present when PMOing or wet dreaming. It balances semen loss with oxytocin and the psychological benefits make the loss of semen trivial