Paraphilic diaper disorder, what do i do?

Start with not hating yourself for it, if that's possible.
Then I would suggest to talk with professionals and/or other folks with the same fetish. Maybe you can find here some folks that have experience with this very special interest. Also some other fetishes might be comparable and you might get some helpful ideas from other themes.
Don't think you're alone with this - you're certainly not.

To me it sounds like a thing that usually would come and go away in the early stage of sexuality. But what do I know! I'm sure there are methods to deal with this issue, for example shifting the sexual arousal to other areas.
Maybe you can start there for yourself: water the seeds that you want to let grow and ignore the seeds that you want to let wither.

When you say you're in a hardmode reboot, what do you actually abstain from?
You talk about the diaper thing, as if it was the only object that gets you aroused. But even in these kind of fantasies (porn?) there has to be subjects and a story, I assume. And probably diapers are not the one and only thing that you're sexually interested.
And generally speaking, the reboot could be helpful or not - is it a part of the solution or is it simply the wrong approach to your individual issue? That's the question here, I guess.

Hopefully this was in some way helpful

 

Are fetishes puzzles to be solved, or are they things we can learn to work around?
It's particularly difficult when a fetish or central theme occurs at some point in your developmental years.
It's like an oak tree that has grown in your sexual identity.
It's intertwined with emerging sexual development, and I guess it speaks to you in a way that generic porn material would not.
Although the addiction / reward is principally the same, the core idea is identifiable, unique and specific.
I do not share your particular fetish, but I have others, which I haven't practiced for years, but they're still there.

Acceptance is a part of the process, but it doesn't have to be a biased acceptance.
You don't have to judge yourself for it.
Everybody is different, and everyone has different emotional locked doors, and secret hidden corridors somewhere in their psyche.
They are just there. The same way people have different hair, eyes, skin, fingerprints etc.
All fetishes are complex, and many tap into something much less identifiable than their aesthetic.
I'm just riffing here, but perhaps being uncomfortable with your particular fetish it is part of the trigger. Shame, guilt, exposure etc.

Maybe accepting that it's there, without judgement or shame, or any of the associated emotions could be a good way to begin to manage it more easily.

 

I would say that your best bet is to get into some CSAT counseling. I absolutely HATE the stereotype that so often comes with therapy because IT WORKS!! I'm living proof! Look up some CSAT therapists in your area to talk to.

 

Shame & guilt will be a prison that can keep you trapped in your addiction / preoccupation.
I joined Sex addicts anonymous after realising that it wasn't just a PMO addiction I was trying to overcome, but a fetishistic paraphilia too (not the same, but nevertheless related to items of clothing or footwear). I can fully appreciate your negative feelings towards yourself, and those feelings of alienation. You are not alone, and the truth is you're one of many who will have struggled with these feelings related to some fetish. It can twist us up, but be sure that you can talk openly here and most on this forum will try to help you overcome

I can honestly say i'm in the best place i've ever been with it, and it is possible to re-wire, and let go of things that serve such little purpose for our healthy needs in life.

Try practicing a 3-second rule to begin with if you find yourself consciously thinking about diapers. This can be reduced over time. Couple this with the mantra 'you have no power over me'. It has helped me a lot.

I would also say that the longer you can consciously abstain and really try to let go of diapers, try to find tools to shift your focus, the easier it will become. Time is the healer, once we let go. All the best with it bro, and HMU on DM if you need to unpack

 

What percentage of adults practice this "diaper wearing adult baby's"?

 

I was fortunate to find a fantastic CSAT and our sessions were the beginning of me turning my life around. The only thing I would say is while I recommend finding a CSAT just know you might have to shop around to find a good one. Sadly, not all of them are helpful.

 

Very true! They're like medications; some will work for you and not others, and vice versa, but it will take a little time to be sure either way. But when you find one that works, your life will change foe the better!!

 

For the guys relating to this:
I wonder, is this fetish one that is combined with more common form of attraction and sexual activities (I will elaborate what I mean by this) or a diaper wearing adult alone that is arousing to you (or rather the roleplay itself)?
For example latex, leather, lingerie and all that turns me on when I see it on attractive women and my brain is wired to these "paraphernalia" and gets more aroused when such things are inolved in arousing sceneries, not because of the material itself but because I've seen so many porn where it is used. My brain wants to see attractive women undressing, stripping and having sex. So these are kinda porn-induced fetishes for me but it's not the "main dish", so to speak.
But maybe this is not a "real fetish", I don't know.