One last site to quit

My site addiction was on Twitter, there is way too much content of normal people doing home made porn etc. Some men used to fap public and shared their content for the views. At a times I did same too, but stopped, I've got banned from Twitter for other reason than this. Then I was addicted to Omegle sites. Omegle site closed and I was releaved, just to find alternative site. You can see almost men here, but sometimes there's young men and women too. I hope it gets closed. One day I was about to get Onlyfans payment for one guy i love, but I didn't pay. It's hard to quit these things when the whole internet is full of sexualized content. But I need to stop with it one day.

 

You are saying that you will get through this? Yeah, you certainly wont die from sex addiction and you dont do anything other that hundreds of man are doing too. Its not even illegal, so who am I to judge you, right?

But here is the thing Mr. Bananabread: As far as I understand you, you are wasting your life and the potential of being actually happy. That is the real problem. Maybe you will feel again oversatiated and stop for a while in the future, but probably you may later on just fall back into your addictive behaviour and unhealthy coping strategies again. Trust me, when you really get through addiction, no way you will ever want to go back.
Im sorry to hear you missed out a job oppurtunity and that you are unhappy right now. I can understand you, that you have fear of withdrawal symptoms and are scared of potentially missing all the comfort, fake intimacy and stability your cam girl addiction gives you right now. I have been myself a lot of time at a point where I just turned my back to my selfhealing process and just indulged in endless binges as escapation and trust me when I say: Its a dead end road. The sooner you realize the better. Im wishing you all the best brother.


Kind Regards

 

You need to stop right now. Man, in hindsight I feel so stupid reading my addiction journal about my past relapses before I implemented serious precautions. If you can go within seconds or minutes on a pornographic site or any other site that is triggering you, than you are foolish not to stop that. For some that means filtering software, for some people like me it means very very strong filtering software (disabling internet access on my phone, or using pluckeye on my computer blocking all images and videos in the internet by default) for other it even means to stop the internet completely. At least consider to be radical for a certain amount of time. You wont have an easy time stopping smoking if you have a package of cigarettes in your pocket.

It was not always easy and I missed youtube initially a lot. I had to think about how I can do work related things and so on. But this was so much worth it.

 

I need to stop now yes. But these cam surf sites are so addictive. You get new person each time to possibly show off.

My first step, I was mostly on these sites on my phone, was to delete apps/browsers, but now I just went to flip phone once my smart phone got broken. I got new one and it got stolen right away. So I had no money for new phone. Now I bought about 25 euros Nokia basic phone.

There is no apps, so I can not visit Youtube, Pronapps or cam surf apps.
Still, on laptop it's all here, but I am two weeks off from cam surf sites. Omagle closed and I wish the rest will too.

 

I understand the camming addiction. I got used to the quick hits of intimacy online -- ejaculate emotionally then run away. 'Driveby intimacy' I call it.

 

Yes and this is why I need to stop.

Ome cam site does not work anymore withous socials, that's good, I haven't cammed here in years. Omegle cam site closed, but I found local alternative of my country. It's like Omegle, people any age usually here searching company using cam. This is my biggest addiction. I waste time here in search someone to have a sexual session with them. I am very ugly person, so I will never get real woman anywhere.

The problem is, I had sessions with the mentioned age range people. It was problematic 10 years ago when I used these sites all day long. Now it is just once a few weeks or a week at most. It's not allowed because you are in sexual contact with random people, at least messaging sexually at first. Some videos look like bots here or they may be harvesting people doing illegal things like most men do on the sites here.

I need seriously to stop. I waste hours a month trying to meet "someone" for sexual video chat. I am at the point one does not even like it. When I watch legal porn, I just feel lame and uninterested and lately on these camsurf sites I don't even want to see people any age. It's just addicion, something I did for years is hard to break. I don't need any trouble in my life with these camsurf sites and sexual meetings I search.

I don't even know if I like sex or not. It's just boring.

And it's not always clear when content is real, or is it made with AI, to attract wrong people using chats for wrong purposes. I saw personally video image of young person with no sound trying to get other to show off for them. This might be an attempt to get them in trouble or something else. Generally you feel bad after each session on these sites. And there were lots of other men in search of the same thrill.

 

Today I try new option, I will use DNS which eliminates porn sites from working.

You can get AdGuard app for your phone and laptop, which I paid like for 15 dollars only on Stacksocial for a lifetime license. Not only it blocks ads, but it has built in Kids protection which I use as an adult. You simply activate it and restrict adult content and add any sites you want to block forever or for cerain hours. For example I still can YouTube watch, but at night it won't work.

Read more about this feature:
https://adguard.com/en/article/parental-control-software.html

It just removes all porn related content from mayor search engines, as well it blocks any porn site from working, you get instead AdGuard site blocked for a reason message. Then you add any other site you are addicted to, like sex cam sites or random strangers video cam sites by writing their url. They get blocked too. I think for most people sexting is just because we have nothin else to do... but there's a life in front of us. You can password protect AdGuard block for Kids feature, which you can store safely far away, but in good place which you could access if you need to add new sites etc. I am tired of myself, I only think about sexting or masturbating... but internet is full of content to boost.

I don't know how it will help me, but at least you get that message each time.

Store main password to edit your AdGuard block feature elsewhere with easy access, but hard at same time.
Mine is in second email account from Microsoft hidden in Notes and password is hard to remember. For emailpassword I need to search it first at certain file in my computer... so it's hard to remove the adult blocker... and I no more see the time wasted valuable for one quick rush...