NoNutNovember into 90-day Reboot

Day 19.

 

Day 20.

 

Day 20. Holding steady. Happy to report.

 

3 weeks!

 

21 days! I am going to take my new brain out for a test drive today.
I am going to enjoy being confident, not being needy or having anxiety.
I am going to take it out on the wide open road, head toward the horizon and floor it.
How excited would you be if someone handed you keys to a Ferrari 458, matted black, sitting low with a 7 speed V-8?
Floor it.

 

Very nice...strong work my friend.

 

Thank you Rogue. This is turning out to be a great month.
A6659

 

22 days

 

Glad you're back!...take it for what it's worth (no pressure), but I've found it very helpful having an accountability partner outside of this forum that I actually know/knows me. I have been checking in via video message (Marco Polo app) with one of my brother's every day since I started the NNN challenge. I've found it a helpful deterrent on difficult days when I am having lots of urges knowing that I am going to check in with him the next day (and I don't want to tell him I relapsed)...obviously this forum, therapy, self-help tools, etc. are great too! The more tools the better.

 

Day 23.

 

Day 24...had some stronger urges than I've had in a couple of days last night. Mark Queppet YouTube videos were super helpful.

 

Day 25!

 

Day 14 clean here. I’ve been substituting my autopilot habit of typing in porn in the URL by logging into here on these forums, and reading and posting here. Keeps me grounded even when I want to give up.

 

26 days...I don't know if I've ever gone 4 weeks since puberty.

 

Day 15 here. Caught myself listening to music from a rather seductive singer who is just my type. Such a catchy beat too. But I quickly caught myself and listened to some rap which oddly helps me. Worked out, journaled, read some uplifting material. Can’t let my guard down-and I don’t want to come back here and say I relapsed.

One thought that helped me was thinking about a former friend of mine who hit on my wife when were dating. I thought-fuck this guy, if he could, he’d want me to relapse and be a complete cuck. I’m over the PMO shit-I will keep up the fight and channel my inner rage to keep moving forward.

 

Day 27.