Hello, I've been addict already for many years to this terrible ''fapping'' and ''porn'' - Thought I try my best to quit it and still urges comes to me and I lose myself, I before was writing with two hands at the same time to take my mind of these and really in the end I lost it, I also used to look up threads from this forum ''success stories'' to get inspiration from the stories and that also stopped and I got consumed with darkness. Really I want to be free of my addiction and be new person, as person I be ''nerd'' and really I can't be associated with ''tech'' genius or '''math'' one - As I'm terrible at these things, maybe I be like average ''nerd'' without any talent and this reason I find stress relief in that thing. Also If I'm my writing is silly, I'm writing this after no night sleep and I had a lot of thoughts about all. - I really want to change, but the difficult part is to take my strength and get over it all. So the first step for me to achieve really my goal is to get here and go on new path. Regards, Meatsandwich
