Hey, I am feeling very guilty about what I done last night ;( , the scenario was like I was done doing the masturbation 3 in a row , than I opened all the doors and window after I done of all that however I was just watching the whatsapp messages and suddenly my brain said to me that you will start a new journey for so long so why don't do a relapse last time , and I agree with all that shit and I was started touching my parts , and I was in motion in a prone posture and I felt a sound like something drop but I didn't focus on that cause my orgasm was to come and when I did the ejaculation , I look at the back someone shadow was there which go back real quick , and I know that it was my mum she said nothing , after 2 minutes she turned off the wifi , and I was very lethargic so I sleep , bit when I woke up at next morning I come back to all my sense and I realised that I lost the lovely relationship along with the respect and she will never look me as I was in her eyes , its hard to face all that shit, I totally fucked up because of my own lust and mistake , I can never make eye contact in my life ,;(
Hey man time will heal and i u can peove it by doin so many positive thinks it will helo fasten the process Have simmilar experience my upper rank (woman) in office borow muy phone and saw my recent history, after rhat she always look me in a gross way but time will heal and someday they will forget
@deepanshu___2 2 things. I understand that it must have felt very guilty, I just want to emphasize something here: this will pass. I've done things that I regret and made my mom look at me in a gross way, but with time, I slowly changed this perception and she no longer sees me that way, I'm sure the same thing will happen to you. You said stuff like "I lost the lovely relationship..." "I can never make eye contact in my life [again]". You may think I'm talking bs but the only bad thing your mom did that day (not you) was turning off the WiFi, it's my opinion: I don't think parents should interfere in their son's and daughter's sexuality. You have a problem with masturbation and porn? This might be the best opportunity to open yourself with someone, most people will never talk about this and will be stuck in a cycle forever. You might as well start building a better sexuality (and life) by opening yourself with the person you can most trust in the world, maybe not right now, if you're uncomfortable, but you should later. Although, by the actions of your mom, I'm afraid of what can come of it, it's worthy though.
Thx , bro It feel like someone help.a soul who is drowning badly in the ocean of guiltiness,. By the way bro yaa its true that time will heal everything and I am waiting for that too....
I've had similar experiences. It does get better sooner than you'd think. Having less embarrassing situations happen is certainly one motivation to quit porn... Sooner or later we all get caught lol.
You know, I really wish my parents were more informed about the science of porn addiction. Then I would have quitted earlier. All of their reasons not to watch was based on religion, and all it really did was turn my viewing into this depraved game of engaging in a vice, knowing that my parents don't want to, but the thrill of potentially being caught added to the appeal of the whole thing. If I could sit down with my thirteen year old self and just walk him through the whole thing, he'd definitely have been better off. But alas, life doesn't have an instruction manual.
Bro, hope so that all the shit I created will end soon , bro you know what now whenever I see anywhere like girl body legs or any physical parts so it make me rememories that I have done a blunder which is created by those stuff,
Same here bro , here in my nation everyone feel shyness to talk over the real thing ( reproduction) which make our youth much more fascinate to learn more about that stuff while watching porn which become only last option , sadly as a result they realise that they are addicted to porn and cant live without it , and when there time come to intercourse they cant do nothing , hence conflict in the relationship , unsatisfied wife will look out in others man to reduce the youngness fire ( someone has to do that for sure ) And even that "sex isn't everything in the life "
Yeah, bro that's true ,everyone need some sort of guidance from their elder ones which will make the child to understand the possible atrocious consequences
It's okay it's totally normal for a human being to masturbate . Your mom is so mature that she knows about it very well . But you really need to control your urges that's why we are all in this forum. What happened is happened and what is going to happen is that what you have to care now. Good luck brother