Checking in real quick. Today I will be busy and honestly I haven't had any thoughts of looking at P. I just relapsed some days ago because I got excited my my gf and did not think straight... I pray that God might be even more gracious than he already has been by making me win this fight, giving me strength
I Relapsed on 13-sept But It was not a total failure . I haven't watched any porn whatsoever , it was not a PMO session which lasts for hours due to constant edging. It was simple masturbation to my thoughts . The healing process which is going on for months has increased my sensitivity and also , now I get attracted to the human part of women , not just the body. So I am healing, I can feel it. It was a minor setback . Hopefully I will get stronger. Thanks everyone for the support
Only for Religious People ! A very cruel yet useful technique was told to me by a religious scholar. He said If you want to enjoy the fun of masturbation , then you should also prepare yourself for the Hell fire by putting your hand on a candle flame for only a minute. Feel the pain in this world , then imagine the pain which you will suffer if you went to hell for that. It is simple , and I will implement it this time. If I ever masturbate again , I will put my hand on a flame. The thought of the pain keeps me away from the act of masturbation.