Lack of sex is causing anger.

Mods I post this in the wrong section I apologized I haven't posted in awhile. Anyways.I haven't look touch, or been inside some V for almost 2 years . Its causing me to want Edge spear or Mike Tyson somebody ear off Lmao. Isn't the whole reason of doing NOFAP so I can master my sexually energy in hopes of eventually attract someone of the opposite gender? Gahh Dayyum how long do a brother got to wait until I can get a sample of that sweet honey nectar. I guess y'all want me to die sexless with blue balls HUH Men in they're teens n twenties should be somewhat sexually active not going three to four years of just have one sexual encounter. Like what that makes no fucking sense. My teens and twenties barely had any dates or sex All of that plus being overlooked an being unappreciated Piss me the fuck off. its getting to the point of making me want to FIGHT. I am far from a tough guy but when I get HOT i get fired up like NATSU,I loose all focus become animalistic. I'm horny, irritated and my instincts of reproducing is starting to kick in. I aint having what I went through in my teens n twenties spill over in my 30s. Ya ever heard of sharing the wealthy? If the abundance was spread around everyone most would people would be stratified you wouldn't have this unbalanced market where only the TOP % dudes is getting the most play. If Prostitution was legalized in the states the suicide rates would be down. Alot of men would be cure of depression, they would be no need of getting a passport and going over seas just to get a basic human need. Living in town that is very small does me no wonders. No clubs or social events to put me in situation to met more men/women. dont do online dating or social media because its for busters and its not organic at all. All those things got me handicap And for the record before this post end .I'm not some sex fiend , I dont look at women like objects. Im not trying to hump on everything that looks remotely attractive. I have standards that is not hard to meet In fact PMO has made me more selective where as before I was too open minded and wanted anything that looked attractive. Out of millions women in the world I only want to have mini rotation 3-4 women who I can give all of my love and affection and plant my seed in.Being with just one women in your whole entire life is not realistic and especially in today society. At the same time sleeping with a bunch of women is not cool, or this whole hookup culture bullshit. Yall do know you exchange energy every time you sex right? Shit isnt all peaches n cream its side effects after sex you have to worry about, along with drama and the possibility of pregnancy or worse disease. With that being said I'm willing to deal with all the responsibility and hardships that comes with being a relationship. But Gah dayyumm can a bruvah get some kinda play. Cant I be the one that's spoiled and chased? Sorry for the long ramble.My patience is wearing really thin. Its only so long I can go feeling like this before I end up punching somebody jaw

 

Who are these chumps to decided who is an average man or an so called "high value" man? These so called men/society is gatekeeping sex. What piss me off the most is when they dangle it right in front of your face. Meanwhile the guy the girl that's fucking get they rocks off and paid while the viewer is left with nothing but pain sorrow, guilt, lack of confidence, lack of direction. etc. Buddy i refuse to watch pornography or get on social media. Transmitting sexual energy can only take you so far. They say in the animal kingdom only the strongest get the mating opportunity. I WANT what I want, if that means I have to step on a few toes to get what I want so be it. If I get my ass beat in the process so be it. I will not be denied my mating opportunities neither should you.

 

I have gotten laid plenty of times before so I refuse to accept that I can't get laid. That is a defeatist mindset its one of the biggest reason why men keep relapsing to PMO in the first place. I know in the back of my mind its a special lady that's ideal for me and would love bounce on my bean pole, now the chances of that happening is very very low and its something that's hard for me to accept. You got these chumps (high value men) can get nookie with one click of a button. Meanwhile someone like me gotta wait 5 to have some bottom of the barrel of sex, Of course a man is going to go back to PMO, it is not normal to go through them periods of not having any sorts of sexual contact.

I'm just a very passionate person and sometimes people may confuse that with being abrasive or emotional. Im not desperate or thirsty but I want the woman to act desperate and thirsty around me, I want to be the receiver instead of the being giver. I want to be able to tease them and get them wet with dirty talk.

Thanks for the feedback and suggestions. I will keep this mind. And I agree with you. Watching other people intimacy will forever keep you in the loop hole of compare and contrast. I had to get rid of all social media(Satan) because I got tired of looking @ people that add no value to my life.

 

I've learned to cultivate my energy into other productive things like going to the gym, cooking my own meals, writing, posting on these forums etc.. so I aint tryna to hear it when it comes transmuting sexual energy.

Anybody can go long periods of time of abstaining.... But too go YEARS with some sorts of sexual contact? Yeah see how far that mindset leads you You have a very positive outlook on life which is great but my guy you do not understand reality. Your still @ the beginning of PMO, you dont know what it is yet like having your libido going through the roof. Homie I aint tryna rain on your parade but all of that philosophy shit goes out of the window when you have high testosterone.

I'm a 148 pounds I'm not a big guy by any means, so why would I be shackled up with a whale? That's what I mean when I say bottom of the barrel. In the past my self esteem was so shit I would accept it even tho I knew I could've done better. So no I disagree.