simplify...Make your goals and plans really tiny, and go step by a step in a recursive loop of self improvement.
Believe in yourself, there are people with down syndrome, Patau syndrome, and others who are truly deformed. As long as you have all four limbs feel great
All right, butting in. How's it going MJ? So I'll start doing some psychology work. In this statement you're doing a "mind reading" assumption. You're assuming no one will think that. However in reality, wherever you go having a second language gives you a huge leg up. Regardless.
Dude!!!! That's freakin insane!! You got to realize that not only is that insane, but that's freakin badass! You will easily be hired and go places with that! In due time you can learn more about those languages that aren't fluent, and holy crap you have so much going for you right there. I literally can't express how far that will take you!