Other sites can advise you on that. I won't spell it out here. Really NOT recommended as something to do. LAST thing anyone here needs. Like passing a crack pipe to an occasional coke user. Avoid.
I just went to one of the massage place yesterday and I feel like want to kill myself after that, it is been three month since the last time , I cannot believe my self-control anymore. I think the reason I fail is because that I am too selfish and only care about my own enjoyment and needs. I need to care about my parents and my friends more and help more people.