If 'Rebooting' means restoring the brain to 'factory defaults', it is impossible in my case.

I am neither joking nor internet-trolling in this forum.

But, truthfully, I have been masturbating since I was conscious. I mean since the time I was conscious of my life or around the time when I was in 1st grade of primary school.

As far as I can recall, everyday before going to sleep, I would lump my dick on and off the mat (I didn't have a bed) until I felt an orgasm, only then I could fall asleep. I had fapped off by such a mean until I entered high school, from which I began to learn and change the way I fap into the 'traditional one'.

In summary, how could I ever reboot or restore my brain-wire back to the time when I lived without fapping, if I started fapping (although subliminally) since I was born or conscious.

Apologize for my poor English. I hope you guys understand what I am trying to convey.

Thank you.
Vendetta (38 years old)

 

Thank you for your comment, @57yrold. It helped.

 

Thank you very much.

 

Thanks a million to @sev94 and @542766855 .

The facts you guys have provided are very encouraging.

 

Thanks for the reply and cheer up for your over 30 days NoFap achievement.

 

Anyway, since I am not familiar with the USA culture of internet forum, can anyone suggest me whether should I raise another topic in this same thread or would it be more appropriate to post a new thread?

Edited- I have just post the mentioned thread anew in this link;

https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...by-porn-does-anyone-relate-to-my-case.143031/