I NEED HELP :(

I'm 18, so 2 years older than you. I used to be exactly like you. Your problem is that you're dependent on porn atm. You have to realize that this isn't real life. Real relationships are what you need to focus on. You gotta shift your interest from porn towards the opposite gender (assuming you're straight). I was able to get rid of porn and stop masturbation this summer/autumn but I was already struggling with similar thoughts as you are right now when I was 14-15. Don't waste your life on this shit and stop immediately. Delete it, all of it. Real girls are amazing, when you realize that you're gonna see what a waste it was to masturbate to porn.

 

get rid of the porn collection its nothing but temptation, it would be like someone with a sissy fetish keeping dildos around, it just doesnt work at all.

 

get rid of it or you will fail. too much of a temptation. the fact that you don't want to delete it means you still want it, holding on to it. Face your anxiety without porn as a quick fix, Im doing it with you man.

 

Keeping your porn collection is like being addicted to cocaine and having cocaine in the cupboard. It has very powerful control over you. I used to have porn photos of my ex-girlfriend which I have done by myself and she was a damn sexy woman, I knew I had to delete it. There is no other way. If you want to get rid of your addiction all collection has to go. And you know there are programs they can recover information on the hard drive, so I had to physically destroy it where I had all those photos because even after deleting I used to recover them like a fool. Burn the bridges and look for a positive future.