Hello everyone! I am new here.This is my first post here.I am battling my porn addiction for quite a long time with no result.I relapsed countless time and I am sick of it.My story in a few words.My porn addiction goes back 10 or more years time when I looked at porn almost every day.I didn't know how much damage it has on me until I discovered this community.When I found out tried to quit but I couldn't do it.Also I need to say that I am a medicine student and I think because of porn I failed exams cause I wasn't focused on my studies just on porn.Once I had a presentation on genetics and when I connected my usb to the computer I saw that I forgot to delete the porn from it and everyone laughed at me and I become depressed.I failed 3 exams and now I am in repeating the year and I am in danger to be kicked out.To be honest I had suicidal thoughts.I feel that I can't control it.I am thinking that I a have higher level of testosterone and because of that is harder for me to quit.I am saying this because my chest and my back is full of hair and this is related to testosterone the sexual hormone.Needless to say that I don't have a gf.In my last relation I also had problem with ed and porn contributed to it.I have no friends.I need help please.My life is ruined I feel can't control it.Sorry for the bad English it's not my natal language.
Hello, you need to repeat the year, but you are still on the very prestigious studies and can achieve a lot in life. I hope you will help plenty of people in their healing process, but first of all you need to help yourself. You are responsible not only for yourself, but also for others at this point! If you have some problems with hormones, please don't underestimate it and go to a doctor to find the cause and plan next steps. I think you should spend more time in crowded places, out of the computer range- don't you consider for instance library? If you feel the fight is to hard please find the SPAM REMOVED (spam code #001) - REPORT TO MODERATION in link provided in my signature- it should help. Blees you, friend!
Hey @Naruto94 awesome tag btw, I used to watch Naruto all the time - haven't seen it in a while though now lol. Look. You've come to the right place. If you read my story, my addiction is bad too. Its worse when you're all like: "yeah, i can quit anytime so i'll do it next year, I'll be ready then" NO! Absolutely not! Change happens with the first step. And that first step begins today. You can do this. Only if you WANT to change. You have WANT to change. You realise you have a problem, just like me. Great. Now let's kick this dirty habit out of our lives completely and own what we know we have the potential to acheive. You have another shot, you are resitting. All is not lost. Take it one bit at a time. It's that determination, grit, and tenacity which will eventually get you the girl of your dreams and your happy times. But the work has to start NOW.
Thanks for the support! I read the comments just before I wanted to relapse but I changed my mind.You guys are the best! Just remebered what naruto taught me to never give up! I think is a very complex anime by the way.
Anytime you have an urge come and read this post you've made. That's a lot of bullshit porn has caused in your life, so anytime you want it come read all this to remind yourself what its done. Aside from that just treat each day as the most important one and don't focus on the counter. Putting focus on that thing brings nothing but bad in my opinion. You can read these if you like, more about counting days etc. https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/seven-days-now-what.183685/#post-1566190 https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...ner-considered-a-relapse.178754/#post-1535885 Stay strong man! Good luck!
So glad it motivated you in someway. Yes, Naruto was the character that never gave up. Despite all the haters. The tide was always against him. But he always dug deep into his being to get where he needed to be. The same goes for us. We want something in life. Well it's not just gonna happen over night. But it will happen eventually once you change your mind set and start actually doing work. Rather than writing about it. And on that note...LMAO
Now I am really motivated.Today I win the battle just because you guys helped me.The knowledge that someone else is battling the same things as me encourage me to continue fighting it makes much stronger.We are like an army who is fighting ourselves and the support it's crucial.I totally understand now. Thanks again you're the best!
