On some good ol ganja. I cant stop smoking meee eyes so red while I typing this post lol. Problem is smoke to much excessively. I love the reefa n I'll never stop toking till the day I die but I dont want to use it as a crutch n. At the same time i need it i have energy out the ass n i need it to calm me down so that i can think. Its tool just like nofap n it shouldn't be abused. I wanna to cut back and get pack more into fitness, but i keep making excuses or delaying going to the gym. My only other outlet is writing and music, Sometimes I have a hard time committing to my goals. Part of this reason is because I start my new job in a week or so I have waaay tooo much time on my hands. I love basketball so maybe should I start hooping even tho I never played? Tell me what yall think this was just a quick post, Im open to all feedback.
Oh man I just want to give you a hug. It's fucked up to read something a stranger wrote and to feel like it could have been yourself that wrote it. There is no easy way out. I've stopped smoking weed and after 3 years without it I can honestly say 3 things: 1. I'm a million time more happy then I was on weed. 2. It's so much easier then quitting porn. 3. And that's the shitty part. I still think about weed around every other day. I do miss it. But you just need to accept that you can either be high or happy. You can't have both. I still smoke once every 6 months with one specific friend, but never alone. Maybe you can imagine a life like that
Appreciate you my guy, reading this made me feel good. I'm happy both weed n sober. When Im sober I'm way too hyper, my energy is out the ass n sometimes that leads me to spontaneous behavior, im prone to make irrational decisions. But weed makes me feel more intuitive, stronger senses, more in tuned spiritually etc.. Guess you could say I have a stronger connection with "universe". I'm sorry but meeeez gots to have the ganja n my life. It's a life style for some people and I am one of them.Now I will admit this is not suppose to be n everyday thing, It is tool just like pmo. Its something that I use to enhance my life. Being sober u have to deal with life problems head on, and sometimes it can be hard. Having other outlets besides weed to release that energy is good as well
I get that... 99% of people addicted to coffee and everyone accepts that for some reason. Sorry if I was too harsh or judgmental. You'll just have to find your own way to merge weed and an active life. When in doubt I think running with music would be the best place to start Good luck
Go to the any forums, suggest New to Nofap(since you are new here) click on create new thread button and you are good to go.
I hope you're not one of those assholes who drives around stoned. I smell that smell going down the road and it really pisses me off. The nerve of some people endangering everyone else...
